I am straight
Hi, I just found your website this morning and timing couldn't be better, that's exactly what I was looking for.
My name is Noah, I am 23, and I am straight. I have always liked girls, I dated several girls in my teenage years and everything was going well until a few years ago when I started watching bisex porn and loved it. At first I felt weird and a little guilty for jerking off to that because I do feel straight, but the more I tried to avoid it, the more I loved it. I went to therapy with a gay therapist specialist in sexuality to discuss my feelings. He was great to me and, after a few months working with me, he helped me to realize that I was indeed straight but I loved the idea of a dominant man fucking a woman and a sub man at the same time. And that's exactly how I feel. I love the feeling of being in charge of the relationship and dominate both females and males.
I currently have a girlfriend who I love and she is openly bisexual. We have done threesomes with girls sometimes and we both enjoy it a lot. We started to explore having group sex with faggots as well in which I would dominate both her and the fag, and she was really into that. The problem, however, is that I found an amazing cocksucker with a wonderful tight ass who insists to "convert" me. I made it very clear from the beginning that I love my girl and she will be the mother of my children one day, but the faggot keeps saying that I'm not really straight, I'm just in denial, and I should break up with her and take him as my boyfriend.
I have no interest in breaking up with my girl, let along changing her for a male. But this cocksucker doesn't understand it. I like him and his blowjob is much better than my girl's, so I wonder if there is a way to make him understand what he is. I have been exploring your website for a few hours and I happy to see that your mindset aligns a lot with mine. I don't want hurt my faggot's feelings, but he needs to understand that in these relationship there are one man, one woman, and one faggot with very clear roles.
Any thoughts?
