I’m a gay fag pup with a disability

Hi there,

My name is Andrew and I am a 49 year old sub pup living in Sydney Australia, with sadly a disability I was born with.

One thing I have struggled with is because of my disability is meeting and having Master & Sirs interested in me because of my disability.

Sadly because of this I have issue with well bladder and bowel issues (I wear pads/nappies since I was a young toddler) and having to most use walking crutches/sticks though can walk without them most of the time.

Dom tops I do meet with somewhat regularly and one off say I do service them well but they say they can never accept someone with a disability as they see it would be an impediment to being able to serve them and honestly I don't know what to do to change this. I have been working hard to make improvements and pushing a lot of my limitations which have somewhat reduced but it seems it's not enough.

What can I do to possibly fix this or should I just give up?

I have known I am have been a sub fag since I was fucked by some men at a local best in the late 90's where I lost my virginity and sucked a few cocks and took a few large cocks up my fag hole but I am beginning to wonder if it's worth the pain, time, and well effort to try a find a permanent master/owner. Granted I am on the chubby hairy side (103kgs and 5ft8 inches tall) but no matter what I do I just feel it's never enough to have someone want to own me permanently.

Any advice or suggestions is welcomed.