Mason

Hi Sam, I told myself I would try not to write back for a while but I wanted to write back today after recent events and reading your chats with Master Jason. I tell you Sam I really am trying my best to service him but there’s this mental block that keeps coming back each time I think it’s gone. Everyone says that I am lucky to serve Master Jason because of his patience and it makes me feel terrible I can’t do better for him but I don’t know how much more I can change myself to accommodate for him. It’s a terribly difficult conflict for me between my heart and my head and it’s not one that has been easy in a short period of time. I know you have given plenty of advice but is there anymore you could give me and if you truly think that I wouldn’t be able to find a master like him out there if I take too long?