Monogamy

Hey Sam, I'm so happy you're back!

I have a tricky question for you but I would really appreciate your help. My husband and I have been together for 7 years. I was 18 and he was 21 when he started dating. At first it was a regular vanilla top-bottom couple. I was a full bottom and he a full top, but nothing more than that. After 6 months together, he started to call me faggot during sex when the rut got really intense. I didn't like at first, but he trained me more and more to accept it. With time, he turned me into a full faggot and I embraced it. I cook and clean for him, he has full access to my body and I never say no, even when I'm not in the mood for sex.

The problem is: although I accept to be his owned faggot, we are also husbands, and I don't wanna lose that. I really love him and I want to have a family and children with him one day. My main concern is that he has been bringing up more and more having a threesome with another sub bottom. He's obsessed with that twink Sam Ledger (do you know him?), and frequently tells me to suck his dick while he watched Sam getting fucked. I don't mind doing this because I know how much it pleases him, but every time he cums in my mouth watching Sam Ledger he says that it would be so hot to have a twink like him in our bed. This is what scares me... I'm 25 now and I'm not getting younger. Do you think that some Alphas can stay monogamic for their whole lives and have a happy "traditional" marriage? This is my dream, to be honest. I really don't like the idea of him fucking other bottoms but I don't want him to break up with me and find a hotter twink either.

Do you have any ideas of how I could manage this? He hasn't fucked me in the past 2 weeks, yet every night he demands a blowjob while he watches Sam... I understand his needs, but it hurts my feelings to think that I'm not as atrtactive as these models.

Thank you! It's wonderful to have you back here.