My Alpha Cousin

Hello, my name is Steven

I’m a faggot, and I have a cousin who is two years younger than me, I don’t think he knows it yet, but he’s an alpha, a straight white alpha. I have the biggest crush on him. We didn’t grow up together and we’ve always lived in different states, his family usually comes to visit once or twice a year. So my question is, if the situation ever presents itself, should I be a good sub faggot for me cousin? or should I try to keep our familial relationship strictly familial?

(I got really hard writing this)

The Faggot, Steven