My Alpha is a Gentleman

Hey Sam,

This is Tyler again. We talked a while ago about my Master Steven. He really saved me and I'm forever grateful for the way he rescued me. He's also paying for my therapy and it's been good for my self knowing. But one of the things I learned in therapy is that I have a need for degradation. That's why I kept going back to Adam no matter how much he hurt me. I still have urges to serve me, but every time I feel it, I focus on serving Steven as my one and only Master.

My question is: Steven is a great Alpha and any fag would be happy with him, but he is a real gentleman. He speaks several languages, he's really knowledgeable, well-succeded in his carreer... a wonderful man. But he treats me like a princess, he even buys me gifts from time to time. A few days ago he bought me a gorgeous pair of earrings, and I loved them. But it's such a turn off... he takes care of me, protects me, wants to see me improving in my carreer and life, he became a real mentor and Master for me. But I have this urge to be treated like trash, like a pathetic worthless fag, just a cumdump and nothing more. He does fuck me well and treats me like a fag in bed, and I serve him domestically, but he treats me too well... he controls me but always to lift me up, and I miss a Man who curses me, spits on my face for no reason, I don't know how to navigate this because he is a really good Man.

Should I ask him to be a little more brutal with me?