Need to Protect

I have a awkward question... every time I see a fag feeling scared, alone, or in need of protection, I get REALLY horny. Last week my boyfriend (who's also my fag) arrived home crying because he went really badly in his exam. I took him in my arms and he cried on my chest because he was really frustrated. I went with him to wash him face and took care of him, but my dick was rock hard during this whole process. Am I a weird Alpha for feeling so horny when I see a weak sub in need of attention and care? lol