Pain

Hi Sam!! I love you so much <3 your website is so amazing, I learn so much

So I am 19 Sam, and my bf is 29. I know I am a faggot and that's what I want to be. He loves to dominate me and treat me like his personal hole to use and fuck. I cook for him, clean for him, do the laundry, etc And I am so happy!

But I have one question and I want your opinion... He fucks me every day and always hurts. In the beginning I told him to go slow or fuck just with the half of his dick but after some time I let him fuck the way he like (deep and hard). So is it normal to hurt all the time or it get better with time? I just close my eyes when he is fucking and wait to feel the cum inside me. I love the feeling of serving him but I never feel pleasure with the dick inside me because it hurt so much. I lost my viriginty with him and never saw other dick, so I don't know what to do.

Faggots always feel pain and that's normal, or I am doing something wrong? I really love to be a faggot and I understand if i need to feel the pain but sometimes I see bottoms enjoying so much, so I don't know if it's normal.

Thank you Sam!!! I love you a lot!