Practice/Resources while Living at Home

Hi sam,

A fellow sub here and first of all, i love your content and the information you give out so freely; it is truly very generous.

A little background about me is that i have only truly started my journey in learning how to serve Men about a week ago. In my previous jobs, i have always felt strangely more compliant and more motivated to work hard whenever a Man asked me to do something for him. After years of consuming gay BDSM porn material and remaining a virgin while lost in my fantasies, i decided it's time i started living out my truth in my late 20's at the bottom of the hierarchy and took my first steps to make serving Men a reality.

Mentally, i am already training myself to become more submissive. For physical training, a Dom and i have recently started chatting and He wanted me to begin throat training, starting with a toothbrush since i don't (yet) own a dildo.

i was wondering if you could suggest any online resources to read on how to improve that sort of physical technique before i start really serving Men.

More than that, please let me know if you have any advice on remaining discreet when practicing for Sirs and Alphas while not having total privacy at home with family (my own room doesn't even have a working lock ffs). While my family isn't intrusive at all on what i do, i don't think it's feasible to lock myself in the bathroom for hours to train my hole or throat.

Thanks for your time sam!