regret

I'm a 32 y old faggot, and I wanna share my biggest regret in life so maybe younger fags will not fall into the same trap. When I was 22 I met a guy who was 30, he was a gentleman, super smart, and confident. He had a very natural Alpha power. We were both single and we went out on a few dates together before I could actually serve him. We went to his apartment and he fucked me and never stopped calling me a good boy. He really wanted to keep me for him, but he didn't have an enormous porn start cock and he wasn't a six-pack Abercrombie model. He wasn't ugly either, but he was a normal middle-class man you would meet on the subway going to work. He had an average dick and he was a little chubby. I was young and stupid and I fantasied with a porn star to own me, I thought real Alphas must always look like Thor and have a super huge dick. Long story short, I still follow this Alpha on Instagram, now he's 40 and he's living his best life with two super sexy twinks much younger than me. They claim to be a throuple but it is very obvious that he owns both of them. I woke up today and the first thing I saw was a picture of the three of them traveling together in the south of France. The two boys were buying clothes at a mall in France, while he was taking pictures of them and showing off how hot they are. I'm sure the boys are sucking and riding him every day and every night.

I learned my lesson and now I know that Alphas can be chubby, short, tall, skinny, and not having 9 inches. I hope younger fags learn the same! Porn is awesome, but it is not real life!