Thank you for your podcast(s)
Brother, your latest podcast, "Accept Your Truth", was simply amazing. So many faggots go down the path of misery, and spend years, or even a whole lifetime, suffering, because they cannot let go of the guilt, fear, and shame they believe go along with the acts of a faggot. So many faggots can't fathom having a happy, fulfilling life. And it's no wonder. We are a type of separate sex ENTIRELY that is never talked about except in our own circles, or by the Men that use us. A faggot goes through his own "sexual" development just like any other human, but there is no one to sit and hold our hand and explain these crazy feelings we constantly have.
I was a basket case for years, especially when it came to sex. I knew I was different than the person everyone around me was telling me I had to be. I LOVE the way you put it, yes I lived with it my whole life, yes, it was "the white noise of my life..." I just couldn't put it all together until, like you, I had a real Man, a Man who understood faggots, show me what I am. For me, it wasn't bad news, it set me free. I embraced it and let myself be a "faggot for Men" and my life has been so wonderful for years and years. Not only sex, but my PLACE in the world makes so much sense. The way I interact with other Men makes so much sense. The worthless appendage between my legs makes sense!
Your words "It's not the act itself that defines whether or not you're a faggot, it's what you are inside, already...You were born a faggot. You have these feelings and yearnings because you are a faggot"...Sam, that hit me in the gut SO hard. It's such a simple truth that we miss seeing even as it is slapping us in our collective faces.
Thank you for being brave about being a faggot and using the word faggot. Thank you for giving faggots a place to go and get advice and help gain understanding. Thank you for giving us a place to be ourselves. I've long said only a faggot TRULY understands another faggot. Alpha Men should never be burdened with understanding a faggot, only identifying us in order to use us. I really hope your site becomes a beacon for faggots who need support from other faggots.
As you said, an Alpha Man helped you on your path to understanding being a faggot. One did for me as well. Somewhere right now a faggot is gaining understanding of what he is because a Man is selfishly (and rightfully) using him. These Men, through using us, held up a mirror and said "This is what you are and have always been, and the things I'm doing to you are what you are made for. You exist for My use. THIS is what your life can be. Embrace these facts and live a happy, fulfilled, HONEST life. Ignore them and suffer in confusion trying to be something you're not...a real Man."
This was the best podcast I've ever heard. I truly hope a lot of lost faggots find their way because of it...or at least find ENOUGH courage to be with that Man who can hold the mirror up to them and show them a glimpse of what life CAN be.
Lastly, when you say you love your brothers at the end of podcasts...I truly believe it. Something in your voice is so earnest and sweet! We love you too!
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