The simple question part 2
Hello, Sam,
I read your response. I’ll be honest, I thought it would take longer to hear back from you.
I’m aware that the world is not an equitable place. I know that. I’m a man. The world is built for someone like me. Even though I’m gay, being a man is a privilege of power that not everyone gets to experience. I can go anywhere, walk at night without fear of being robbed, and even find a bottom to have sex with wherever and however I want, and no one will tell me not to. I know the kind of world we live in.
When I spoke about equality, I was referring more to the belief that, at a fundamental level, all human beings belong to the same group. Perhaps it’s a naive notion rooted in progressive ideals that I haven’t fully recognized. The curious thing is that I live in a country where being gay is not an issue. I’ve never faced discrimination. My family accepts it. My friends know it. I started sleeping with bottoms at 16 years old. No one ever questioned me when I wasn’t interested in having sex with women. I’ve never brought an official partner home, but that didn’t mean I wasn’t sleeping with whoever I wanted. And I still do.
I’ll take your advice and distance myself from that couple entirely—as a friend and as an Alpha.
I’ll also reflect on what you said. Maybe I’ve never truly paid attention to the idea of being served. I’ve always had colleagues, both male and female, who have done what I asked or completed parts of my work, but I always thought of it as workplace camaraderie. You know. Though now that I think about it, I don’t do anything for others in return. I mean, I don’t do their work. I handle my tasks and consider myself a team player. But I know how to make my presence felt. My time isn’t meant to be wasted on someone else’s chores.
Even as a teacher, I’m the kind of professor who sets the pace for the class. I teach Mathematics, so you can imagine the type of man I am—analytical, concrete, and concise. I don’t waste time repeating myself.
I’ll take this week to reflect and give you an update at the end of it, analyzing what you’ve said. I’ll admit that the hierarchy aspect was challenging for me—not to understand, that part was easy, but perhaps because modern progressivism has put me in a difficult position when it comes to accepting it.
You know, any accusation against me, simply because I’m a man, can sometimes lead the judicial system to see me as the problem. Maybe that’s also part of why I hesitated to go further.
P.S. Do you think in my next message I’ll call you “fag” like all the other Alphas do? It might be an interesting way to determine later whether I’ve accepted the place I’d deserve in the hierarchy or if I’m better off staying in my naive little world.
Looking forward to hearing from you, Sam.
