Urge of Alphas

Hey,

I know I am a faggot for quite a long time, but have been suppressing these feelings for a long time. Lately, I have been trying to reconnect with these feelings and mid/end of Novemeber started to experiment with chastity cages a bit by myself...

Now I did not cum for 3 week (last 2 continuously in a cage) and today I experienced something I never did. While I got aroused - kinda randomly - I felt the urge... to top... like... to actually fuck something/-one.
I have always been like an almost total bottom and never really experienced this. It was a really really realls strong urge and I am sure, if i would have taken the cage of and topped at that moment I would have loved it during that time...
I just endured it and waited for it to fade, but it was really... strong and... weird. I was always questioning myself what Alphas and Tops in general feel when they are horny and I feel like I got a very brief (and low intensity?) glimpse into this.

I actually love this - not because it changed anything of what I am or what I am meant to be, as it did not - but because I feel like this helped me to understand the urges of Alphas better and therefore be better at serving them.

However, I never heard of something like that or just didnt see it.... Is this something... commong when experiencing chastity? I am just 3 weeks in and am exctied what is yet to come (planned for 6 months :-! )