I’m a vers gay and I found this page about 2 months ago and have been following it ever since. I always enjoyed the dom and submissive roles in sex and thought the stories you posted were hot but I never thought I would fall into one myself. This past week I’ve had recurring dreams of seeing two of my friends shirtless and vividly thinking about their feet and found myself noticing it more like how big they are when we saw each other. I’ve been so confused about that since in how to make sense of all of it especially since I never had these thoughts before and I consider one of them like a mentee of sorts.
Thank you for the question!
I’ve long contended that being “versatile” is merely a delusion. Every so often a vers person attacks me for that stance, and I clam up about it. However, I have yet to encounter someone who remains versatile throughout their life. Eventually, the true role/need is revealed, either through self-discovery or by encountering the right person who will help them accept it.
For you, I think encountering the message of this website has triggered you to start accepting your true desires for these Alphas in your life.
Your fascination with their feet is a pretty common “first trigger” for faggots. You desire to touch them, kiss them, smell them, worship them. These are natural feelings for natural-born subs.
As far as your concern about one of these Alphas being a “mentee” … let’s be clear that a “mentee” is someone you mentor or train, right? That kind of relationship means little here. There are plenty of faggots serving Alphas who are “lower” in social status, financial status, or professional status. It’s likely that this “mentee” already sees your weaknesses, but is being respectful.
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