Hey brother Sam,
I’ve recently been serving this dominant guy my age (25), and he uses me so well. I feel naturally submissive around him, and when I don’t he is quick to impose control and I acquiesce.
the thing is, when he fucks me or makes me suck him off before work he cums so fast—like 1-2 minutes. Now, I know that sex isn’t the most important part of submission and has nothing to do with me being fag, but it makes me wonder. I’ve brought this up to my Dom and he says that sex is just a stress relief for him and that he prefers sex to be quick so he can move on to other things.
This feels unfair to me. I want to be pounded relentlessly but it doesn’t seem like he’s interested in that. Is it right for him to be that way, not trying to last longer, and do I just need to submit?
Thanks for the interesting question, brother!
Let me ask you: what is the purpose of a faggot in your mind? Do you see yourself as an equal partner with your Alpha? Do you feel that you have certain rights or deserve consideration as a faggot?
I ask this because I want you to really examine yourself and find out your true motivation for your service.
Because here’s the truth: a faggot is a utility, a property owned by an Alpha (or group of Alphas) that the Alpha uses for pleasure and service. We exist to be used by them, period.
This dominant Alpha is using you the way he wants/needs. He wants to be able to dump a load in you when he gets the need. He’s not interested in protected or passionate porn sex. He uses you the way he needs and wants to use you.
In other words, he’s using you as his faggot.
Now, if you simply can’t be used that way, you might want to find another arrangement. But what I suggest instead is that you offer yourself to help him in other ways as well (like domestic service, massages, etc.) so you can expand your usefulness. This could have the added benefit of this Alpha seeing you as more than a cumdump.
That’s how I see it, anyway.
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