I got into this space a while ago around a year or so and have been trying to serve alphas somehow monetarily and I’ve always gone for the straight muscular jock alphas to serve because they deserve it. However recently I met an Asian gay guy my age online who’s more on the skinnier side but still has a good physique like abs and have felt conflicted. Since meeting him all I can think about now is serving him rather than the straight alphas I used to online. I’m not sure how to feel since it’s so different and strange that I want to serve someone who seems weaker in terms of being skinnier and shorter than me. How do you suggest navigating this and is it possible to serve someone who isn’t like the complete masculine jock.

Thank you for writing!

First of all, I think it’s a mistake to consider a shorter, skinnier Alpha to be less Alpha or less of a Man. Alphahood is an INNER quality that a Man possesses. It has little to do with outward appearances.

Clearly, you’re responding to something within him. Why not just stop questioning that and explore it? You might discover something below the surface that will answer your question of why you’re obsessed with serving him.

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