Hey Sam! Hope you’re doing well in these crazy times.
I’ve been following your page for a pretty long tome now, discovered it in my early teens while I was still trying to figure myself out. It’s been a weird journey of identity crises and questioning but I think I have come to a pretty nice conclusion, at least for now.
at 17 I met my boyfriend, we dated until I was 18 and I broke up with him. I was unsure of what I wanted and how I wanted to live my life and I didn’t want to lead him on only to break his heart down the line after years of relationship. Only a few months after the breakup we started seeing eachother as friends with benefits, as I still wanted to be of service to him, and one thing lead to another, we’re back together and honestly stronger than ever. In the time spent apart I had a little slutty moment but quickly learned that I did in fact want to be in a monogamous relationship with one man, and that turns out to be him. He is perfect, deeply caring and in love with me but also quite dominant with a sadistic streak. Slowly we’ve been working on power dynamic in which he is the leader. I have been locked for two months after which he has decided to make me cum, but I am back in my cage now. We have had some serious conversations about our relationship and the way we want to move forward. We want to work on me becoming his slave and him my master. I feel a deep need to give up all control to him and become his property.
Now, we know that doesn’t happen overnight and we want to take small but steady steps in the direction of total power exchange. My question would be how to do that. I would be really happy if you could give me some sources, books or just general advice.
I have read the posts here and I’ve found that most of them focus on something a bit different, but I am not sure where to look for something more specific to our situation. We are still boyfriends and in a very loving relationship, but we do not wish to be equals. I want him to be my absolute leader and he wants me to be completely obedient to him.
I honestly just need some serious advice, that goes beyond just sexy role playing and encompasses power exchange as a life style.
Thank you for the great work you’ve been doing helping boys and men like us find our true place in the male hierarchy. I’m really looking forward to your response!
Brother, thank you for writing!
Congratulations on finding a complementary Master who has compatible interests with you in the TPE (Total Power Exchange) subgenre! That’s often the hardest part!
While it’s true that this site doesn’t deal with extreme versions of TPE, there have certainly been examples featured here. Most notably, the column fag Zack writes about his enslavement to Master Declan (who definitely love each other). You can read that by following the link in the right sidebar. Occasionally I’ll come across an extreme case of deep slavery, like the faggot slave Tim from the days of FWA.
TPE is featured here on occasion. You just need to know where to look!
