Yo my knowledge, I was the first person online to define and elevate awareness of the phenomenon of cunting. I remember when I first wrote about it in 2015 on the first itineration of this site on Tumblr. People went CRAZY, and a million questions poured in. It remains one of this site’s defining achievements, so much so that it has its own dedicated page.

But there is another phenomenon somewhat related to cunting that is commonly referred to as a faggasm. Unlike cunting (which is largely an internal, female-like orgasm), a faggasm often involves an ejaculation of sorts that is often hands-free.

My brother Joe wrote in today about his experience with having a faggasm, so I thought it would be fitting to tackle this little-known phenomenon.

I’m faggot joe. I’ve written before and you have given me incredible advice. Thanks for that! More importantly thank you for all you do to educate about the ways things are. I am a middle aged male who denied his true identity for years, pretending to be a straight man, fucking women. Then I found your content and you helped me accept my true self, a faggot. And i went from a guy in denial to a proud faggot. You helped me accept my role as someone who wants to give pleasure to real men, and to find joy in it. I’ll never forget my first real long term Alpha who early on, recorded the happiness on my face just from being shown his cock in a video chat and how that was beautiful evidence of what truly makes me happy.

I’m writing today sam because I had a breakthrough with having a sissygasm. I’ve trained myself very well to be limp when I serve, and when I get fucked. Honestly it seems like my dicklet’s natural state. My life doesn’t lend itself to being locked up. But I always keep my penis in a jock and hidden from view or attention when I am fulfilling my faggot purpose (unless the Alpha wants it in view for some reason). My tiny dick is a reason for being a faggot I think, or just a physical manifestation of my inferiority as a man. It’s laughable to think I could ever top or even want to. I never cum now when having sex. Sometimes the Aloha I’m serving will ask me to jack off afterwards. So always obey. Often I’ll masturbate sometime afterwards on my own. Once during the first overnight I had with with my then long time alpha I slipped under the covers at first light and began worshipping his beautiful cock, waking him up as his cock responded to my wet lips mouth and tongue. His first words to me were “you are such a faggot” as he chuckled and enjoyed my work. He put me in such a glorious subspace my orgasm burst out of me mid cocksucking. I ignored it of course and brought him to completion but it felt so good!

I’ve been working on having a more proper “sissygasm” meaning not coming from stimulating my dicklet like a man’s penis. I’m still chasing the hands free orgasm from being fucked (and I hope it will happen someday but hasn’t yet).

I have a small penis that is uncut with a lot of foreskin. Thanks to that when my dick is limp I can stimulate just the foreskin as if it was a clit, and still have it be limp. I love that I stay limp when getting fucked and even now as I attempt to masterbate when alone. Part of the work is to put myself as deep as possible into subspace, a concept I learned of course from you. A faggot’s erogenous zones are mouth, asscunt, and most important, brain. Because of my anatomy I think I also get the bonus of clitty thanks to that foreskin. I hope to have it in a fufu clip soon so I can present it as a true clitty to any Alphas who may be pleased by that.

So, here’s what happened. I’ve gone 7 weeks without an orgasm since I was trying to have one without treating my dicklet like a cock (no stroking, jacking etc. that’s for real men). I felt like if I didn’t empty my prostate soon I would be in trouble. I don’t think it’s healthy to let that happen.

Finally last night, I was in deep subspace, immersed in all the wonderful content you provide and just focusing in my head about all that faggotry entails. I was focusing intently on the service I’ve been privileged to give Alphas since I took the plunge to accept my true self, while lightly stimulating my flacid clitty as if it was a woman’s clit. AND IT HAPPENED! i suddenly felt like I needed to pee and then huge spurts of fluid came out of me that was far more like a women’s orgasm then anything resembling what comes from a man when he cums. It was very wet and opaque (no pee). There was so much! And it wasn’t thick and strong like a man’s cum. Didn’t taste like what used to come out of me when I was a pretend pretend straight.

sam, this feels momentous to me, like I had my first faggot gasm. Love turned the page to a new way of being.

Of course now the dream is to have this happen while I’m getting fucked by an Alpha, especially if it is pleasing to him.

I have YOU to thank for all of this, sam. Your guidance has brought me here. Thank you.


Thank you so much for this letter, brother!!

It’s wondrous, isn’t it? As your experience shows, subspace and our mental conditioning helps us to deepen our experiences as faggots, and helps us to achieve more intense physical and emotional pleasures that anyone could imagine!

The faggasm is a bit different than true cunting, but I don’t think it’s a lesser experience. I don’t talk about this as much here because I consider it a form of masturbation, albeit a beneficial form that actually trains us to focus on other aspects of faggot pleasure.

The first time I achieved something like this was within the first year my embracing of my faghood (ages 17-18). I was serving Master Roger and masturbating when alone. However, there was a sense of shame about this practice (I was too young to connect the dots as to why I felt that way), so I began to learn to focus my mind deeply on the pleasure of having Master Roger’s cock in my throat. The more I thought about the feel, smell, and taste of his cock, the deeper I descended into subspace and the more my internal muscles contracted with urgency. I focused on those intensifying feelings without touching myself at all.

Suddenly I had something similar happen, this gush of fluid that was neither pee nor cum. I believe it was seminal fluid. But the feeling it caused within me when it happened didn’t feel like the kind of orgasms I had when I jacked off in a normal way. It was deeper within me … and it startled me.

Faggasms are tied directly into our intentionally-directed thoughts/feelings about service. This is unlike a cunting, which is purely involuntary and a direct result of physical stimulation. Again, that doesn’t diminish its importance! In fact, I find the topic fascinating and poorly understood when it relates to fags like us.

I do think clever Masters could use faggasm-induction as a way to train their faggots and/or provide their fags some non-masturbatory relief. However, most Masters don’t truly understand how to apply it.

I’m really proud of you and happy for you, brother! It tells me a lot about you that you’re actively seeking to deepen and improve your dedication to the craft of faggotry! It is definitely a craft/skill! The best faggots are constantly searching for ways to improve so they can be of greater service to their superiors!

SIDE NOTE: I’ve been working my tail off for ten years, every day teaching these hierarchical truths to you all. If you have benefitted from my work, please think about helping me out so I might continue! I have a Patreon (link on the LINKS page), CashApp, PayPal, and Throne. Sweet words of thanks are nice, but a gift is nice as well!

Love,

sam the faggot

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