Hi Sam. I am 38 years old and openly gay all my adult life. I got married to my husband 20 years ago and we adopted a child. I did all the “American dream” things. Married, career, home, children etc. etc. while I am openly gay, I have suppressed my faggot nature. A few years ago I told my husband I needed to submit and worship Alphas. My husband’s NOT an Alpha so he gave me permission to serve others and I have done so very well for 3 years now. My problem is, I have to give most of my time to my family and career and I’ve struggled to find an alpha that doesn’t want ALL of me all the time. So my question is, can I be a faggot even though most of my time is spent in service to my family and career? Or should I accept that I can’t serve enough and retire my faggothood?
Thank you for the question, brother!
First of all, congratulations on the relationship and family! Most faggots (like me) remain free of long-term romantic relationships and raising children, so it’s nice that you have that.
I think it’s telling that, despite having that comfortable family life, your heart is still needing to serve Alphas. Here’s what it tells us: faggots are BORN TO SERVE. It’s not a choice, it’s not a kink, it’s not a mental illness. We are simply born into that function.
So when you ask “Can I still be a faggot if the majority of my time is spent with my family?”, it’s sort of misdirection. You will ALWAYS be a faggot regardless of what you’re doing in life. And you will ALWAYS have a need to serve.
Now, you might be classed as a non-functioning or low-functioning faggot given your circumstances, and there’s nothing wrong with that. This is your life today, and you have important responsibilities to care for. I’m in a similar boat with you right now, so I feel your frustration.
Your desire to serve is admirable, brother, and I respect you completely. Your willingness to reach out and TRY is better than many faggots who never try at all. You deserve praise, not judgement. Live the best life you can, brother!
Hi Sam, before I knew I was a faggot and locked myself, when I would jerk off my balls would always retreat inwards like that knew it was wrong to be using my dick. Does this have anything to do with the genetic predisposition to faggotry? Every alpha who I’ve discussed it with looked at me like I was crazy when I described it. My balls are obviously significantly smaller than theres but idk just curious. Thanks
Thank you for the question, brother!
That is a very interesting problem that I’ve never heard of before. The movement of the scrotum is largely considered to be an unconscious function of the human body, one not affected by emotions or thoughts (it involves heat distribution within the scrotum).
Now, could there be some kind of mind-body wiring inside of you that causes your body to mistake/link your shame with colder body temperature? That might be possible, but again, I’m only speculating. I’d be curious to know if there is anyone else who has experienced this.
Every true faggot loves to hear an Alpha call them by that word “faggot”. We all remember the first time a superior Male called us that early in our life, and the ring of truth was as undeniable then as it is today.
This post is part of a thread following a faggot named Giovanni who is owned by Master Lorenzo. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
All Alphas have power, but many are content to use that power to improve their own needs and wants on a personal level. However, certain Alphas – God Alphas – alter not only their own reality, but also the realities of others around them. These great ones act like natural forces, shifting winds and moving sky and Earth to right the wrongs and lift up the broken.
Master Lorenzo is the latter.
His power and control is next-level, and he consistently shocks me with the things he seems to handle almost effortlessly. Sometimes these are complex problems, like what he did to rescue Giovanni and his mother from a troubled past in another country and settle them with him in Brazil. He did that at the same time as he was building an important new career that is bringing him great windfalls of cash and notoriety. Nothing is ever too much for him or beyond his reach (not even me).
When straight Alphas tell me that gay Alphas either (1) don’t exist, or (2) are lesser than straight Alphas, I scoff … because I know Master Lorenzo. I invented the term “God Alpha” specifically for infinitely powerful Kings like him. I can name plenty of straight Alphas who claim the titles of “Apex” or “God” Alpha who wouldn’t be fit to tie Master Lorenzo’s shoes.
As legendary as Master Lorenzo’s thread here already is, his primary faggot Giovanni now adds another section to Master Lorenzo’s triumphant trophy case.
Read this:
Hi Brother Sam!!!
This is your little brother Giovanni!! <3 How are you today?
I wasn’t going to tell you this story because it’s not hot and sexy as usual but I saw the message from the faggot with a Master making him away from his father and omg!!! I was so angry that now I want to tell you about this. Master Lorenzo gave me permission to send this story to the website.
So Sam, you know how perfect Lorenzo is and how he rescued both me and my mom when we were poor abroad and he gave me a new life, he pays my tuition, he buys my clothes, and treats me like his perfect princess (and his slut in the bedroom of course!) But I think I never told you how well he treats my mother as well. Before taking me as his personal faggot, he asked my mom if she was okay living without me and how she felt about it. She said that she would miss me but he wanted me to be happy. Of course Master didn’t tell her that I am his personal faggot, so she thinks we are just boyfriends, but he was really careful to make sure she would not be in trouble without me. So he found a place for her, paid her rent FOR SIX MONTHS until she settled down and thanks to him and his contacts he found a good job for her. My mom has only experience as a cleaning lady, so it is not very simple to find good jobs, but my Master has a lot of contacts in many places and he recommended her to work in a company and then he found a house for her as well. So now she works from Monday to Friday in a good company and on Saturdays she cleans a family’s house to make some extra money. Thanks to my powerful Master!
But I want to tell you about what happened two weeks ago… my mom was arriving home and a pick pocket stole her cellphone in front of her house. She was soooo sad and desperate, you have no idea brother Sam. She felt alone and isolated, so she ran to my Master’s house because she was really afraid. She needed a Man to protect her! She has a boyfriend now and he is a good person but he is not an Alpha at all!! When she arrived home my mom was shaking and crying, so she called her boyfriend from my phone and guess what? He just said “oh I’m sorry, we can talk about that later” I don’t blame him, many men would do the same, but a God Alpha is a God Alpha, right? So an hour later my Master arrived home and asked what was going on. She told him that she had been robbed in front of her house and although the guy only took her phone, she was really afraid of going back there and feeling lost. She even apologized for coming to my master’s house without asking before.
Our wonderful Master said “do not apologize, you are Gio’s mother and I will take care of you.” AND THAT’S IT!!! With one sentence, he solved all the problems, omg!! Master Lorenzo opened his computer, told her to choose a new phone, then she said she wouldn’t be able to afford a new one. My master just said “it is my present to my boy’s mother, just pick it up, whatever you would like to have”
Omg brother Sam, she cried so much, she didn’t know how to react. Master Lorenzo bought her a new phone, ordered food to us, and we had dinner together, the three of us. After dinner, Master sent me to the kitchen to do the dishes, and I heard him saying “how are you? Feeling better? Wanna stay here tonight?” My mom said that she didn’t want to be inconvenient, and Master said “you are Gio’s mother, you are and will always be the most important person on Earth for him, so taking care of you is my responsibility just like taking care of him”
Oh brother Sam, I love my Master soooo much!!!! There is a guest room in Master’s apartment, where Jose and Rafa sleep when they are here. So Master prepared the room WITH HIS OWN HANDS while my mom was taking a shower. She stayed a week with us because she was really scared of going back home. Master said that she didn’t want her to go back to his old house because it would be too much stress. He talked with her landlord, negotiated with him and it was very fortunate because the guy had other apartments, so Lorenzo just negotiated to move her to another apartment in a different building.
Brother Sam, is it weird that I get reaaaaally horny when my Master takes care of my mom like this?? Omg, I just want to serve him with all my soul and body and he does things like that to my family. I told you that this story is not hot, but after everything he did we went to our bedroom and I begged him to fuck me and of course he did very well as always. And I slept with a big load inside my hole, very grateful for my Master
So I want to say to our fag brothers: this is a real Master!!! They take care of us and protect us <3
How I do love my baby brother Gio! I’m always so proud of him and his devoted service! Gio is one of those natural faggots who just gets it and is proud to be able to serve wholeheartedly!
But how about what Master Lorenzo did, eh??? Pretty incredible!
He knows how much Giovanni loves his mother, so when he saw his faggot upset and scared for her welfare, he soared into action immediately! And, as always, he not only corrected the problem, but he actually went above and beyond to make the situation much better! That’s really the definition of a Protector Alpha, isn’t it?
Some Alphas wouldn’t care less about the struggles of their faggots (after all, they’re just slaves), but I’ve never encouraged faggots to serve such Men. The Masters who’ve owned me were very much like Master Lorenzo, except straight. Keep in mind that Master Lorenzo isn’t doing these things for Gio because he’s a gay Alpha … it’s because he’s a GOOD Alpha, a GOD Alpha.
Any Alpha that isn’t willing to help their faggot when it’s troubled or in pain isn’t worthy of being a Master of one.
In this case, Master Lorenzo sets a standard for all of his Alpha brothers (gay and straight). Again, the definition of a Protector Alpha AND a God Alpha.
I continue to be so grateful that my life has been graced by the life and power of Master Lorenzo. I’m also glad that my baby brother Gio (and his mother) are safe in the protective care of one of the greatest Kings I’ve known.
Thank you for sharing this, little Gio! And thank you, Master Lorenzo, for continuing to inspire me and many others! I love you both!
The following post is part of a thread following the development of a deep Master/faggot relationship between a faggot named Alberto and his straight childhood friend and Master Andre. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Straight Master Andre is probably one of the most pragmatic Alphas I’ve ever featured here. He lives his blessed life however he wants, and when confronted by issues, he sizes them up and makes cold, clinical choices without any remorse.
He lived with his girlfriend and his longtime friend-turned-faggot Alberto, but when the girlfriend started mistreating Alberto, Master Andre wasted no time booting her ass out of the house. Despite being a straight Alpha, he chose his faggot over a female. It was such a triumphant moment, and Master Andre demonstrated his loyalty and sense of justice in making the decision.
All because Master Andre is a King of integrity … and little Alberto is a fantastic faggot.
Every straight Alpha who uses/owns faggots ends up arriving at a roadblock: how to build a life with a female while retaining the services of a loyal faggot.
Very few Alphas ever manage to make this work. My straight Masters couldn’t. Plenty of straight Alphas I’ve chronicled here failed that test, too. In fact, only one Alpha that I know of is making it work: Master Diante. Those are some long odds.
This is the problem weighing on Master Andre’s mind when he wrote the following to me:
Hi Sam, this is Andre again.
My lovely boy Alberto is doing great, I have been fucking and breeding him at least 5 times a week. Ngl, the sunflower tattoo really turns me on and he knows how to tease me shaking his ass to me and showing me his smooth sexy hole wearing very tiny underwear.
But I wanna hear your opinion about something else. You know very well the bad experience I had with that other girl, but I still want to have a woman for me. A girlfriend, a fiancé, a wife, and the mother of my kids one day. The problem is: every time I find a nice girl for me, they ask who my roommate is, then I say he is my best friend, and some of them start questioning me if I am bisexual. I mean, this is a stupid thing to say because, regardless of what I do with him, straight men should have the right to have gay best friends. But anyway, I always say that I am straight (as I am) but every woman I bring to my bedroom gets annoyed with how caring and protective I am about Alberto. In other words, I do not see any chances in the future of having a wife at home and keeping Alberto close to him and I want to.
I know that is no final answer to this issue, but I assume that, as a faggot, you understand the female mind much better than me, don’t you? Maybe I should just let Alberto find a proper Master who will take care of him and I will stay in my house with my future woman, but I do like living with him and taking care of him. Any thoughts?
See what I mean? Master Andre is so honest and realistic about his situation, even though it’s potentially a heartbreaking one. The issue is a big one, a complicated one, and I guess he should be grateful that it’s not a pressing issue right now. While I am more feminine than Master Andre, women are a whole other kettle of fish I cannot claim to understand. To me, they seem way too selfish, and this seems to be at the heart of their unpredictable and violent mood swings.
If I had the answers Master Andre seeks, I’d be far more powerful than any fag has the right to be. My guess would be that Master Andre simply needs to find a very submissive female and use his Alpha power to get her to accept Alberto. After all, Master Diante is able to live with a woman and own three live-in faggots! So this outcome is possible.
One other thing to help Master Andre’s chances would be to make Alberto’s service beneficial to HER as well as him. It appears that some women will accept the benefits of faggots serving their boyfriend/husband if there are tangible benefits to them, like reduced workload around the house, massages, etc.
Part of me just wants to believe Master Andre will keep choosing his faggot. Alberto gives everything he has to provide Master Andre with every last thing he could want, every ounce of power and worship any Alpha could want. He owns one of the truly great faggots in Alberto, and Alberto serves out of a place of pure love and humility that touches me even from so far away.
I cannot imagine Alberto serving another Master, and I’m sure Master Andre feels the same way. Even if Master Andre arranged things so that Alberto lived nearby, that would at least keep their vital and enriching relationship alive!
But one thing I do know for certain: Master Andre will weigh all of his options and come to the right conclusion, both for himself and his beloved faggot!
