Over the many years since my rape at age 19, I’ve had a lot of conflicting feelings. At first I was frightened of the bleeding and the fear of disease. Then shame settled over me like a heavy veil, and occasionally bursts of rage would erupt (usually when drinking).

You can imagine my horror when, years later, I developed excitement and gratitude when thinking about my rape. I couldn’t hardly believe I felt this way. So I did research, and discovered that many rape victims develop a Stockholm-like response to the trauma of being raped. We begin to yearn for more with our rapists. Sometimes we miss them more than we miss dear ones we’ve lost in life, which is even more disgusting. Believe me, the shame from those feelings is worse than the shame of the rape itself.

Needless to say, the reactions to rape are varied and complex.

I state this because a faggot in the Hierarchy University Discord (LINK HERE) reached out to me about a letter he wrote to his rapist after many years. I encouraged him to send it to me so I can share it with all of you. There’s almost no chance that his rapist will ever see it, of course, but it’s cathartic for a victim to do SOMETHING with their tangled emotions.

So I reprint if here:

Hi Brother Sam, and dear readers, hope you all had great holidays, as some of you might know, my story might be messed up, but I’ve come to a happy conclusion.

Thanks to Sam and various Alphas I’ve come to be happy about my past, and that it showed me my true nature, and I to celebrate that, decided to write a letter.

Many years have passed, do you still remember me, I ask myself daily, I certainly do, I remember many details of that night, your beard on my neck, your grunts with every snap of your hips, your hand on my hip keeping me steady, the taste of your hand on my mouth mixed with my tears, the feeling of your cock plunging deep in me, the feeling of your seed escaping my gaping hole…

I remember it all, the emptiness that you left inside me, I hated it, inside my mind, inside my body, it was everywhere all consuming…  I thought you raped me, but now I know better, you didn’t Sir, you saw I was a faggot, and used me as you saw fit at the time, so THANK YOU Sir, while I was unwilling at the time, my views have changed, and I forgive you, even if there’s nothing to forgive anymore, as I from the present, give you the consent for your past actions.

Thank you Sir, for showing me my true shelf, for making me a better faggot, thank you. I do not know who you are, hopefully you read this and know it’s about you, but I doubt it, even so, I believe it needs to be expressed, and that maybe by chance you’ll read it… Then know Sir, that you’re my first Alpha, my first Sir, and you will always be in my mind, and that I would love to serve you again Sir, willingly with my entire soul.

I’m grateful to this brother for opening his heart and sharing it with us. I hope he finds continued peace and joy in service, using the lessons he’s learned about himself through being raped.

We have two choices when enduring a crisis: crumble and die, or make new bricks from the wreckage and rebuild. My brother and I chose to rebuild, and we are better for it!

This video is pure joy.

I’ve often remarked that Alphas should LOVE their Alphahood and ENJOY their power. What is the point of being indifferent to being born superior?

Apex Alpha @realtatehoskins is one who really embraces his sexual power over inferiors. He LOVES it!

Apex Alpha @realtatehoskins is a young straight King from Kentucky who has discovered the joys of using faggots through porn.

He knows exactly how to own them, too. It comes naturally to Alphas like him!

I love Alpha Tate relives his younger days of seducing and commanding fggots to serve him!

Hierarchy demands that Alphas like him are served in every way they want.

HierarchyIsTruth

Breeding is a sacred gift an Alpha bestows on an inferior. Sadly, many women don’t view it that way.

But faggots do!

Listen to this faggot gratefully say “THANK YOU!” as its Alpha breeds it for a THIRD TIME.

That is the attitude of a good boy who accepts its purpose!

The story above shouldn’t surprise anybody who understands hierarchy. This white male slave owner was discovered having sex with three black Alpha slaves by his suspicious wife.

Black slaves were often used this way because the situations were largely under control by both circumstances and the times.

These revelations show that white people of that time period recognized the superiority of black people (and strong black Alphas) despite the cruel and dehumanizing circumstances they forced upon them.

“Man has dominated Man to his injury” says the Bible, but through that domination we see a clarification of superiority and truth. This white faggot slave owner was revealed for what he was, and the strength of black Alphas was reinforced.