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OK Sam as you know, I am a fag I like taking dick up the ass, but there are times when I need to fuck myself
Recently, I was at a party and there was a 21 year-old named Riley He pretended to be sick. I was looking after him While everyone was partying and I want to check on him and I noticed that his back was turned to me he was watching something so I looked over his shoulder. And I saw him watching gay porn of Brent Corrigan, and he was jacking off pretty hard
I tapped him on the shoulder and he literally almost jumped out of his skin and we got to talking and he said that there is someone that he wants to have sex with, and we talked some more And he asked me if I Could teach him to suck a dick and I was thinking he’s putting all this trust in me and I can’t leave him like this. He was pleading without begging you know and I felt so bad that I remember being that young scared and confused
And so I sucked him off. I didn’t go like hard-core with what I would do with my alpha which by the way, I told him he was actually fine with it, but I was being the good guy. No word of a lie he blew within 10 seconds and I swallowed everything and I asked him. Would you like to give it a try? I pulled down my sweatpants and watched him try and deep throat my 6 inches I didn’t let him I didn’t want to see him hurt. I said just go at your pace took him a while, but he got me there.
and then afterwards, he just smiled at me said thank you and as I pulled back up my pants, he asked me could you fuck me I won’t lie I paused. I was like what and I don’t know why I did this. I just I thought OK he trust me and I don’t want to see him get hurt for his first time so I helped him.
I lubed him up. We took our time and ended with me coming inside him condom on of course I’m not gonna be stupid here he has his life ahead of him. And last thing I want is for us both to be sick and catch something you know
and as I’m writing this, I admit I feel like a piece of shit even though I helped him and he said thank you, and he left later that night he didn’t look so scared anymore. He looked confident like happy by the way I did meet his boyfriend. he would’ve hurt him. I know he would’ve. I’m just trying to ask if I’m doing the right thing because you know you get that guilty conscience in your head Making you feel bad
so Sam did I do a good thing or did I do like a really fucked up thing I think what’s making me feel bad about it is the fact that he’s 10 years younger than me and I think the reason why my master Damien is Not pissed with me isHe actually found it hot and he pinned me to the bed and let me have it and but again, what do you think Sam did I do the good thing or did I fuck up badly?
Thank you for the question, brother!
The poor faggot sounded pretty nervous! I think we’ve all been there at one point or another, so like you I can empathize with him. I wish I would’ve had a mentor of some kind before I started serving, but fortunately/unfortunately my mentor was the School Of Hard Cocks.
I think you absolutely did the right thing in this situation, brother. I imagine it was a little awkward to fuck him (I don’t think I could do it even if I’d never worn chastity), but you’re helping to ease a brother’s fears. That’s what the best mentors do.
Faggots in close quarters often help each other out this way. For example, the seven faggots owned by Master Jin and his Alpha brothers in Toronto often cleaned and groomed each other in preparation for use by their Masters. It’s part and parcel with being owned.
So I’m proud of what you did. You’re a good example to other faggots out there!
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