Alpha Bottom?

Hey Sam, love your site!

I'm 18 from France and I have a weird situation. My boyfriend is 23 and he is VERY dominant in our relationship, in his work, etc He is a natural Alpha in every single way. I never asked him about being a top or a bottom because I was a virgin when I met him and I taught he would destroy my hole and breed me. For my surprise, when we first had intimacy and the bedroom for us after a few dates, he literally opened his drawer, handed me a bottle of lube and a condom, took his underwear off and put his ass up waiting for me to fuck hahahaha I kept looking at the lube and the condom trying to understand what to do for a while before I started doing it. I had never worn a condom before, so I tried to do my best and lubed his hole. It was a little messy, but my dick is not that big, so it entered easily.

We've been together for 6 months and every time we have sex he does the same. He says he is a dominant power bottom but I desperately need to feel a dick in my hole, dominating me and breeding me. How do you think I should behave in this case? I think I am a faggot, but I've been fucking his big manly ass since July. Is there such thing as a Alpha bottom? Maybe a throuple with a real Alpha would solve it?

I don't know if something is wrong with me but I see so many faggots serving strong men and when I found one he literally has a pussy instead of a asshole looool

Love you Sam!!! Merci beaucoup !