This thread follows the experiences of Nick, a faggot who got the attention of his straight neighbor while listening to the Hierarchy Podcast, and his Alpha father Tom who is guiding his development as a faggot. CLICK HERE for all of the posts in this thread in chronological order!
Almost a year to the day ago I published an extraordinary story about a faggot named Nick I had been covering sitting down and talking with his Alpha father Tom about his faghood. You can read that original post by CLICKING HERE.
Nick is a brave faggot. Prior to this, as you might remember, he stood up to a confrontational neighbor who heard him listening to the Hierarchy Podcast, and even began serving that neighbor. But even that level of bravery is different than talking to one’s Alpha father about being a faggot.
As that linked article showed, not only did Nick’s Alpha father Tom understand Nick’s faghood, he’d always known that his son was a faggot. And then he imparted wonderful encouragement to Nick so that he could become the true faggot he was born to be. I don’t know if I’ve ever published anything quite as moving as that post.
But, like many people I cover, Nick disappeared over the last year and we lost touch.
However, Nick recently reached out to me again to give me some substantive updates on his personal situation, as well as his father Alpha Tom.
I deleted my old kik account when I left a master who was training me that was bad for me. I thought I needed some distance from things for a while. He wanted to stretch my pussy beyond repair, but not commit to owning me, and it got awkward. I didn’t want to go to such an extreme for someone who wasn’t that interested anyway.
A wise choice! But then Nick mentioned Alpha Tom.
But, I reached a new level of transparency with my dad. It got real honest lately. And I’ve made some decisions for myself, and I thought I’d share with you, I feel like I want to talk to someone about it all.
So, first, my dad has prostate cancer and it’s not looking great. So I’ve been making more of an effort to see him and get one on one time in. We kind of skirted around the subject of my faggotry the first couple of meetings, but today I met with him for breakfast and it all spilled out in the car. I don’t know if it’s because he’s sick or what, but we talked for a long time.
He basically flat out asked me if I’ve been true to myself and been fulfilling my role in service. It took me by surprise.
I didn’t answer right away when he grabbed my arm and told me “boy, when I ask you a question you answer it.”
So I told him I haven’t really, that I had a failed relationship with someone. And he was disappointed.
And he asked me, “boy, how long have you been at this? How are you fulfilling your life? I want you in line before I’m gone” and I started crying and told him absolutely everything. I told him my history, From my first time at 13, to my experiences away at college and as I cried he comforted me, it felt good to let it all out.
But he told me some things he wants from me and goals for me, and one of them is to be more active in a faggot/alpha community.
My dad is amazing. I have always admired him but this is a whole new level.
I have agreed to give my dear brother Nick an opportunity on this site to detail some of what he told his Alpha father, and hopefully we will get some of his feedback as well.
Also, I’m going to have Nick on an upcoming episode of the podcast. It seems fitting in a way, given that we came to know each other by him playing the “Breeding” episode of the podcast a little too loud.
I’m sad to hear that a beacon of just and noble Hierarchy like Alpha Tom might leave us too soon. But what he gave his beloved son is a gift of incomparable value. He has essentially given his son life twice.
He gave Nick life, and then gave Nick permission to live it.
So keep your eyes open for updates on this returning story!
This thread follows the experiences of Nick, a faggot who got the attention of his straight neighbor while listening to the Hierarchy Podcast. CLICK HERE for all of the posts in this thread in chronological order!
When I began chronicling the faggot Nick’s startling service opportunity with a straight neighbor by using the Hierarchy Podcast as an introduction, I mentioned that I had another story involving Nick. I pushed it aside (as it wasn’t ready yet) so I could accurately cover the rapidly-developing events with the neighbor, but I always intended to get back to it.
This is that other story. It’s a rather melancholy (yet eye-opening) tale about Nick’s relationship with his Alpha Father Tom.
When Nick first contacted me, he wanted my guidance on how to submit to his Alpha Father Tom. I didn’t think this was a particularly good idea for many obvious reasons, and did my best to discourage him.
However, Nick could not be deterred. He was fueled by family gossip stories about his father using faggots in the past.
I found out a lot of history about him from my aunt when she was drunk one night. He cheated on my mom a lot, always took what he claimed was his and was his right. And she let slip that he had several submissive men in his pocket for regular affairs over the years too. He knows what he wants, what he deserves and how to get it. It was pretty much spelled out for me without going totally explicit. I know he cares and wants what’s best for me so I want to build anything around that.
So I thought it might be better if Nick talked to his father and see where he’s at on these issues before completely submitting to him. So Nick agreed to talk to him, and so they met up for a conversation.
A FATHER’S INTUITION
I met with my dad this morning and it went OK. He managed to say enough to me to get his points across without explicitly spelling it out. He basically told me yes he had faggots on the side and he knows he’s an alpha and I’m definitely not without using the exact words. I approached him very submissive with my speech and body language and told him I knew I was not like him, that he was a man’s man and I was happy finding my place as the flip side of the coin.
He got quiet and really serious and told me he had known I was like this for a long time and for a long time was disappointed I wasn’t a man and was also scared about how that could go for me. That’s why he brought me up trying to drill the contrary advice to what makes me a good faggot in the end. He was concerned how I would find myself.
I managed to get the courage to ask him about his past a bit. I asked him “you know a lot Sir, do you have first hand knowledge of people like me?” and that’s when he got a little elusive with his language. He basically admitted that in the past he got what he wanted and did what he wanted with who he wanted that the past was more his business but that I should trust his wisdom and experience.
He’s happy I’ve fallen into line and expressing myself thusly and less worried now that I’m my own adult. but he is content now with my step mom and whatever he’s got going on. When I paid for the food he just said. “right, good boy” and it felt good.
While it wasn’t everything he hoped the conversation might be, Nick was fairly content with the answers he received.
A little relieved and let down at the same time. He made it pretty clear the discussion was over and he didn’t seem like he wanted it picked back up. Just to kind of give me the nod and say, carry on. I would have liked for more intimate info and experiences but it went better than I thought it could.
I was relieved it went that well. I know a conversation like that could never happen with my father. I really admired Nick’s tenacity in the hunt for answers about his elusive Alpha father.
Then the podcast thing happened with the neighbor, and the story about the father temporarily derailed.
But recently Nick spent more time with Alpha Tom, and there Nick found out deeper and more startling information.
I had another conversation with my dad I thought might be worth sharing with you. We got more candid about the topic of subtle training, it ties into my history with him. We started talking about how I’m happier now and relationships and fulfillment and I told him I think I understand what he was thinking when he tried to raise me, and what I really am. I asked him if he knew if he was ashamed of me growing up and he told me he wasn’t that he knew I wasn’t a manly person and that even though it didn’t seem always seem like he believed it or encouraged it that he wanted me to feel content with who I am, just safe. I mentioned that the opposite of a lot of what he went about was the perfect advice and he sort of chuckled and told me he just wanted me safe but he thought he fed me correct info too and he brought up some ways he also sort of trained me to be submissive I sort of forgot about and he was right.
Looking back he did sort of feed me good instructions to be a faggot, but in more subtle ways. He asked me if I had found a man to fill my place with and I told him, “a little, but it’s over now” and he told me, “good boy, I hope you find some more.” He brought up training things around posture, politeness, how to look for people, how to “get small” as he called it.
“Get small” … I LOVE THAT!
He was right though. He taught me to look out for alphas, how to posture myself, how to talk with them, and all that and I never really realized to what extent. I always keep my hands folded behind me, address men politely, and go out of my way for them. He taught me real men are worth the most.
Incredible!
But then Nick had another conversation with his aunt (Alpha Tom’s sister), and she provided even more insight into Alpha Tom’s mysterious past.
THE HISTORY OF ALPHA TOM
I got my aunt drunk and she told me a bit more about my dad’s history, and it’s kinda hot, lol but I still don’t think he wants me like that. But things make sense. Well, the two of them are really close in age and get a long well. They lived together as younger adults and through college so she figured him out easily. She told me he’s never been a one partner person. That he’s never been fulfilled. She’s seen men and women come and go and that the men were always very passive. That she once overheard him go at it. He had faggots up until my younger sister was little. She saw the same one around him for years when they lived together. That he was a classmate that he was “friends” with first but the guy transformed around him eventually.
CONCLUSION
I have been blessed to cover a number of stories involving Alpha fathers raising faggot sons. They never fail to touch me. I guess it’s because I’ll always wonder and never know what my father (who’s not Alpha, but probablysub-Alpha) understood about me being a faggotas a kid.
But this story really hit me in the heart because you can feel a weight of disappointment from Alpha Tom, but alsothe responsibility he felt to try and help his faggot son in whatever way he could.
Ultimately, this great and wise Alpha did the best he could, and he should be proud of the faggot Nick has become today!