The following post is part of a thread following the ownership of a 48-year-old faggot named Doug by a 25-year-old straight Alpha named Master Lion. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

I received some positive feedback for yesterday’s touching story about a young faggot deeply owned by a much older Alpha (READ HERE). Today I have a similar story, except the roles are reversed.

Doug is a 48-year-old faggot who works in IT. He’s married, has kids … and eventually came to the realization that he’s really a faggot. It’s unfortunately a common story. How I wish people could just accept themselves early on in life and avoid catastrophic circumstances like this!

Anyway, Doug eventually met a young straight Alpha named Master Lion. Master Lion has a long-term girlfriend, but he (like many Alphas of his generation) have discovered that faggot ownership is possible and even preferable for the satisfying of his dominant needs.

Doug breathlessly told me about his new Master, to whom he is traveling in the coming days to serve in person. I thought it would be good to feature him here so that other older faggots can find inspiration in his story.

This is not your usual story as I have come very late to the game. I am a 48 year old married guy with 4 kids. In the “normal” world I am just an ordinary enough family guy. Working 9-5 in the Tech Industry, hence the handle – ITFag. I have been successful in my normal life, working for a Global Tech Company up the corporate ladder into Senior Management, I am a director and and have a lot of work/life experience. You could say I have everything I need.

But I didn’t, my sex-life had become boring and relatively non existence, as life had taken over. I found myself working away more and began going online to get myself off. I had always had a thing for experimenting and I started to watch different porn. I would have considered myself curious about cock  but I have never been with a man sexually, other than one encounter when I was 20 , a drunk fumble with a team-mate – stroking under the covers pretending we didn’t know.

So I started looking at jocks stroking and then went down that rabbit hole, became more curious, came across Twinks and then Sissy porn. This lead me to online random chat and from there I started going on every night. Watching men go past with words like Master, Slave, Footpig, Sissy, and exploring more. I have always felt something submissive in me, I don’t know why, but inferior to real men in the locker room, or dressing room, I am not that hairy, my legs are naturally very smooth but I am not feminine, I am 2m tall, 220 and I played sport for 20 years. However, I’ve always felt like some men have known that I am inferior or feminine, like they could sense I was weak, and was sometimes secretly checking them out, but I would be a pussy all my life and never do anything about it. That was until I meant Master Lion – he has brought out my true self and made me happy to be a faggot. I am a faggot for Master Lion and serve him unconditionally.

Master Lion is a 25yr old UK alpha, I would now probably describe him as a Sigma Alpha, as he’s incredible smart but also comes across more of a lone wolf or maverick. He is a real man, strong, massive legs that would crush me, big strong chest and sexy facial hair, he also has a massive dick,  big and thick – he’s very confident, just easy in his own skin. He has a long term GF but has faggots eating out of the palm of his hand or more like licking his feet. He also has an accent that makes me faggot in a couple of words, his voice is a real turn on for me, makes me weak. He is strong, direct, knows what he wants and gets its, know what I want and make me want it and afterwards, he is kind and caring and makes me always feel like I need more, but I know my place, I am his faggot, not his mate, friend or anything else. 

It’s only been 6 months since last summer and there have been up and downs, mainly because I pussied out but we have a good thing going on right now. The logistics are not easy, I travel and he’s a bit further away from me but when its on its on and I do my best to serve, obey and please him. We have the same kinks now but it wasn’t always that way as I am a complete fag baby and he has had to teach me so much. I wasnt into feet, now I crave them , would do bizarre or risk things, now I look for task and ma keen. Recently I started to get fixated by his armpits. There are other things involved in our dynamics but it rest on the factor that in the “normal world” I am the boss, but in the “real world” he owns me. I am his property and want to make him happy. The Power shift works, he feeds the fag in me, giving me tasks and learnings, he lets the faggot in me, my true self come out.

It was interesting to read about the “Subspace” as it describes me very well, when presented with a task that in the normal world you would run a million miles from, I receive it from him and want to make him proud, a wave comes over me and I stay in it and ride it all the way. It can be something like “ You had coffee or eaten fag” when I am at work. “ Go and get a coffee and piss in it and take it back to your desk – Sip it and enjoy it”. I find myself immediately going to get it done for my master and enjoying it. The fag stays with me and I get on with my day. This would sounds crazy to me 6 months ago but now I just do it and enjoy it.

Happy to tell you more Sam – I guess it’s early on our journey, but we have built a trust, I can relax under his feet knowing that there is nothing wrong with me, I initially had a lot of shame but it’s pretty much gone now. I also said to you that for a long time it was about me, like me trying to get off, but something clicked before in November, when we had a session and I didn’t even think about getting off or cumming or myself, my sole focus was on my master, I was in a fag trance or haze for him, concentrating on him, doing things for him, listening to his voice. I was naked with my mask on and cock locked and didn’t think about myself for the first time. Just solely focused on him. Afterwards, when we were talking I said it to him and he said “I know Faggot and that’s the way it should be – Good Boy” When he tells me I am a “good boy” it makes me weak. I told him it felt better not cumming and just staying horny all the time for days and days – riding the fag wave, and he rewarded me the next day, I won’t say how but it kind of cemented everything and now it’s like I just get what he needs and I forget about myself. 

Virtually everything about their upcoming meet has been coordinated and controlled by Master Lion. Here’s what Doug sent me while I was working on this post:

So hadn’t spoke to my master for a few days and then he contacted me today on his way home.

“You better be getting ready to be fucking owned bitchboy. I want to know your schedule for every hour you are here. I want you to wear that red G-string thong and look like a proper fag under your suit, as soon as you step off the plane your owned. You are my property l, my fucking toy- get ready to get stretched over the next 48hrs”

That made me weak Sam…I told him exactly my schedule said I was ready to be owned and will make him feel strong and powerful then he said

” You ll do what your told and I want to see that article you are working on for that faggot or at least snippets if I am bother to read it”

It sounds like Master Lion is an Alpha who knows exactly what he wants!

I hope my little tribute post pleases Master Lion so much that he stretches Doug even more!

I’m looking forwatd to hearing how their meet-up goes!