Love that you brought back to life these stories – an unbelievable reminder of the stories that inspired many of us. I still remember reading his words passionately wondering if it’s real and being shocked when it faded away with Tumblr….
Any chance as part of your amazing time machine you got hold of the pictures and prompts/descriptions He put on? They were so honest, sincere and inspiring – I wonder if they are at any way recoverable as well…
Thank you for the question!
I’m glad you appreciate Master Jake’s short blog as much as I do! I consider it to be the holy grail of hierarchy, and I feel a profound sense of humility and gratitude to be its guardian.
I didn’t transfer the images because, even though his occasional captions were good, they paled to the meat of his blog. I didn’t want to detract from the message. I think it’s recoverable, but after everything I just went through I don’t want to devote more time to something that is of limited value.
There have been some incredible milestones achieved during this decades-long online push to reestablish the truth of Hierarchy and educate the public at large about true purpose within it. Much of the movement really took root in the once-fertile soil of Tumblr. In those early heydays of Tumblr great cashmasters arose like @serveelrey or @nycalpha to truly define modern findom. There were astounding porn Masters like @throatitboy and @teninchtop leading by example. And there were electrifying Alpha and faggot teachers of Hierarchy, like @HungBull and @FagMaster.
And I was there, too. I quickly built my own wide lane in the hierarchical superhighway with @FagsWorshipAlphas.
But I’m not exaggerating when I say that all of that wealth of knowledge – endless terabytes of wisdom, true stories, and examples – paled in comparison to the granddaddy of all hierarchical sites: @str8guy4fags2serve.
The site lasted only seven-ish months, but its impact on hierarchical understanding and the natural laws governing it is incalculable.
It was written in 2013 by a then-22-year-old straight God Alpha named Jake. Master Jake began the site to discuss how he learned the purpose of faggots when he was a minor in high school while being cruised at his baseball games by an older faggot named Walter.
Over the course of a few months Master Jake explained his views on various aspects of faggot ownership and use, including chastity and findom. He also discussed several of his current and former faggot properties.
But most incredible of all was Master Jake’s acquisition and training of a wealthy faggot he named “rich”, ending the blog with him taking complete control of fag rich’s $40 million dollar estate while turning rich into an object.
The site was simply a treasure chest of truth, and I refused to let it be destroyed by Tumblr’s new PC regime. So around 2019 I embarked on an intensive mission to transfer each post into a new thread so it could be preserved. I considered it to be an humbling honor to safeguard this God Alpha’s wisdom for future generations.
But FWA was lost during my incarceration, of course, and that archive of Master Jake’s writings were lost as well.
However, I have good news. I was able to rebuild the thread from the archives of the Wayback Machine!
This was a painstaking process, but it was a labor of deep love and respect for this young God Alpha’s sacred hierarchical texts. I consider part of my purpose as a faggot is to use whatever gifts I have to teach and encourage others. I want to be the steward and guardian of these historic documents.
I think every Alpha and faggot should read the entire thread as part of the curriculum of Hierarchy University. You WILL find stuff within Master Jake’s posts that will blow your mind, but also reinforce truth.
I offer this freely to everyone everywhere as my personal gift.
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Has fag Rich really been denied orgasms for two months?
Yes, and it is likely to be a lot longer. My plans for the fag include virtually perpetual chastity. the bitch is beginning to understand that his sexual center is his hole. I think orgasm would only confuse the fag and set its training back. There are many more changes to come; and they will be coming in rapid succession. Chastity will keep things simpler for the bitch and eliminate one possible cause of confusion.
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I have told haircut dude that tomorrow, Friday, will be his last day as my secretary and personal assistant. he will go back to what he was doing before. he asked if he could be of any additional service and I told the bitch to keep the pager and if I needed him I would page him, like before (although i doubt if I will ever do so).
slave rich starts as my personal assistant and secretary on Monday of next week. So rich will be serving me, essentially 24/7. No hidden fuck ups. All its mistakes will be out in the open and immediately apparent to me. Should add a little necessary tension to the slave’s life.
There will be other changes to its life as well. I have arranged for a personal trainer to whip the slave into some sort of adequate physical condition, and it will see the trainer three times a week between its morning chores at the apartment and showing up at work.
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Things are really getting busy and something has to give. I think it will have to be this blog.
The level of activity at work has ratcheted up exponentially, and all of a sudden there is a lot of travel involved. This is how I make my living so of course, I need to handle the work load at the office. I owe this to my bosses who promoted me above three more senior people; I need to make the bosses feel that they made the right decision – which, of course, they did.
Then, giving away all of rich’s money is no easy thing. I just cannot write a check of $40 or $50 million. I have decided that these will be small, inconspicuous donations, many of which will be anonymous. But researching the recipients to insure that they are worthwhile takes a lot of time and effort.
Finally, and most important, the slave rich’s training has reached a critical point where a lot of time, effort and energy is required of me. An experienced Master with whom I have consulted from time to time told me that a really good Master who is intent on training and using His slave property properly ends up being a slave to His slave. And I finally understand that. rich has given up so much for the privilege of serving me: his career, his wealth, his self, his manhood, and ultimately, his humanity, that the very least I own him is careful attention to its training as it descends further into the life of an object.
Some months ago, a follower of my blog wrote to me saying that he had finally figured me out and he concluded that I was in love with my (then) fag rich. I blew the comment off, and I do not think that even now, with all the energy and thought that I have invested in rich, that i am “in love” with it. But I certainly am in love with the idea of owning it. i am in love with the idea that i can make it do whatever i wish. I am in love with the understanding that it so willingly has given itself to me and with the totality of that gift. And while I do not know whether this qualifies as “LOVE” in the traditional sense, I do know that it obligates me to make rich the best slave object that it possibly can be. rich has given me the right to remake it into whatever I wish it to be – essentially the opportunity to be a God. I, in turn, have the obligation to give its life fulfillment and purpose. And that takes enormous time and effort.
And, so, I think the blog is what will have to go. I can either live the life I live or write about it. Regrettably I’ve reached the stage where i can no longer do both.
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My thinking on blow jobs has evolved some. Currently, I am not all that excited by blow jobs. Way too passive. I sit there, or lay there, or stand there while some fag works on my dick. Even discounting the varying quality of this service (I won’t even waste my time on a BJ from a chick), except for those moments of ejaculation and the moments leading up to it, it’s like a big yawn.
Skull fucking is something entirely else, however. I fucking love skull fucking a fag. I am in control, not the fag. I am active and setting the tone of the encounter. I want the bitch gagging and throwing out throat slime. I can do that. I want to cut off its air so that it is on the verge of passing out. I can make that happen. I can grab its head with both hands and impale its throat on my magnificent cock and essentially jerk off using its mouth and throat rather than my hand. No problem. I control how deep I go and for how long, and the duration of the encounter.
Against that background, I need to tell you about the ultimate blow job.
We had a stupendous heatwave a couple of weeks ago, and my date and I were invited to a pool party at the home of a friend of hers in the burbs. Nice crowd, congenial and low key. After swimming some I climbed out of the pool and laid myself out on a lounge chair to air dry myself. My date was off somewhere chatting with our host and before long this lovely lady in the chair next to mine opened a conversation by complimenting my speedo. Well, one thing led to another, as they often do, and before long the lady and I were in one of the bedrooms in the mansion fucking like rabbits. The lady was hot, sexy as hell and a totally awesome fuck. I have pretty good endurance and I would estimate it was like 20 minutes later of so, the lady had experienced her second orgasm, and I still had nort shot my load. The lady was too drained, physically and emotionally, to continue, and just at that moment, I heard a throat clearing and looked up to see this dude standing in the doorway to the room. The lady introduced me to her husband.
Hubby spoke up: Addressing me, “let me clean that off for you.”
The lady agreed. “Let him do it. I understand he gives first class head.”
I am intrigued by modern marriage, but I turned to the dude. it was clear iI was not going to nut in the lady.
In a single stroke, the dude’s nose was buried in my pubes. He withdrew long enough to say “Ah, I see you’ve saved it for me.” Then he went to work.
And work he did.For nearly half an hour, he sucked my balls, licked the underside of my cock, explored my piss slit with the tip of his tongue. Traced the ridge of the corona with his tongue. Applied various degrees of suction. He brought me to the very edge several times and then backed me off. During that time he never once touched my genitals with his hands. And when he finally brought me to orgasm it was a phenomenal, explosive orgasm the likes of which I simply do not remember ever having before.
Sure I was passive, Sure he was in control. Sure it as a totally awesome orgasm. But I think I still prefer skull fucking.
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I think you are a genuinely good person. Even though I wasn’t entirely convinced until I read what you would do with rich’s money I’ve now read your whole blog and I just think you have your fags best interests at heart.
I think it is one thing to accept a gift of clothing, or electronics, or even a performance car from a fag. After all, I am entitled to such thingss and I, of course, do the fag a favor by giving it the opportunity to make such gifts to me. Even if a fag wishes to give me a sum of money, even a substantial gift of money, that of course is my right and the fag’s duty to provide me with a better way of life.
But it is quite something else to take a huge sum of money from a fag. I have no problem with leaving a fag penniless and totally dependent on me. But when we are talking about potentially hundreds of millions of dollars, I have no entitlement to that kind of money. That money is better invested in children, and the struggle for human rights, and peace; and better, more responsive and more responsible government.
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What is your take on love? Have you ever thought yourself in love with a fag? Or thought a fag was in love with you? Do you ever speak to them as also intellectual beings? Do you value, say, a sense of humor in a fag? Or sophisticated tastes or interesting opinions? Your answer, I hope, will not merely be calculated to arouse, but will also be candid. This blog is quite the tonic to me, by the way.
There is no single answer to this question about love between a Man and his fag. I had real affection for my first fag, walter. he was a sweet man and he truly worshiped me. his worshipful affection for me was so genuine and so natural that it was impossible for me not to have real affection for him. Is that love? I don’t know.
On the other hand, I had nothing but contempt for my college roommate freshman year – geoff. the bitch was a weakling, easily maneuvered. he put up no resistance and was no real challenge. The contempt I had for goeff led me to do increasingly degrading things to him, possible in the hope that i would find his limit and I never did find a limit to how much degradation he would take. This only bred greater contempt in me. In the end, I had no use for the fag. he was truly pathetic, and it is hard to love anything so pathetic.
My slave rich offers a different perspective. While I think I still have a long way to go toward its objectification, it has been brought far enough along that path so that i can say that the love I have for rich is related to its usefulness as an object. I love rich the same way I love my Porsche – it is useful and fun to drive. Also, the completeness with which it has given itself to me is truly awe inspiring. While I don’t think that qualifies as “love” I truly respect the strength rich has shown in the scope of its submission to me.
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Fag rich may own nothing but he has 100s of millions in the bank to do as he wishes with? Or do you own the money?
I will not take any of rich’s money. First of all, there are massive taxes that must be paid. A relatively small amount (less than $10 million) will be put in trust for me. The terms of the trust will provide that none of the principal or interest will be paid to me until I am 99 years old. It will all accumulate. If I die before I am 99 years old, upon my death all of the money in the trust goes to rich or to whomever he has designated. That is the way i will provide for rich should anything happen to me. All the rest of the money from the sale of rich’s assets will be given to various charities, educational institutions, public health programs, and political organizations – mostly in relatively small amounts so as not to attract excessive attention.
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It’s not what you think.
Some time ago, I told slave rich that it needed to sell its business. The business was just too much of a distraction from its real work and the time devoted to the business interfered with the slave’s ability to reach that true level of submission that I knew it craved.
Unlike its apartment, which I directed be sold within two weeks, i imposed no time deadline on the sale of the business, since I assumed that that would be a more complicated matter. But slave rich, with a little last minute assistance from me, sold the enterprise relatively quickly, and for a really good price.
While slave rich called itself an “investment banker” in actuality, it was kind of an investment adviser or maybe even a hedge fund manager. People gave rich their money to invest and rich and his staff found good places to invest that money. As such enterprises go, rich’s was a relatively small operation, and while his clients didn’t see the kind of returns that Bernie Madoff promised, rich regularity returned between 9 and 11% to his clients. I’m told that this is pretty good.
So, it was a clean sale. rich got nine figures for the business (that’s more than 99 million but less than 1 billion, for those of you who are mathematically challenged). Half is paid up front, and the other half is paid in two equal, guaranteed payments over the next two years. The employees who rich carefully trained go to the new owners but some time ago rich had given them 20% of the company’s stock, so they all came out of this pretty well too.
Slave rich owns nothing now. its condo is sold, its business has been sold, its car was given away to a charity months ago. it depends entirely upon me
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Sir, I liked your comment today about fags doing things for an Alpha. It goes well with “the uses of a fag” from two weeks ago. You know us very well. As a fag, I am happy to serve my superiors. Like you said, I get excited if I think I have pleased an Alpha. I am your inferior and accept that, but I don’t think you have ever called fags “subhuman.” Do we disgust you that much? Can’t we just be the bottom level of humans? You are always right, so I guess I must live with this.
No. I think on this one I was wrong. I do not think of fags as sub-humans, just as inferiors. fags provide a real service to mankind and should not be denigrated that way. anonymous was perfectly correct in pointing this out.
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Thank you for your continued instructions on how to serve straight Alphas. I kept offering my Alpha different services and if I am lucky, I will be doing his laundry and taking him to and from the airport. What a blessing for a fag like me. And you helped me Sir so wanted to let you know to keep educating us faggots on how to serve a Real Man.
anonymous seems to understand one of the most important aspects of being a fag. Everything (and i mean any little thing) that an Alpha permits the fag to do for Him is a blessing for the fag. it is not all about sexual service and it may not be about sexual service at all. But when your Alpha lets you drive Him to the airport, or pick up His dry cleaning, when He calls you at 3:00am and tells you to come over immediately because He has just finished fucking a beautiful woman and she needs a ride home, he is giving you multiple blessings. First, he is acknowledging your existence, which for an inferior subhuman, is a real step up. Second, he is giving you the opportunity to make His life easier by letting you assume one or more of His chores. And finally, He is giving you a sexual thrill, because you know you get hard just thinking that by doing this or that chore, you are pleasing Him. And pleasing Him makes you cum.
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My faithful followers will remember Abigail and Bill. They were newlyweds on the same tropical island that my fag josiah and I went to as a sort-of going away celebration before josiah left for his work gig in China. While I was on the island and even though it was their honeymoon, I managed to fuck each of the newlyweds. Then months later, after they returned to the city, Abigail looked me up. Both she and Bill wanted repeats and so we met for a hot afternoon of three-way. And we’ve been doing reprises every few weeks since then – hot three ways: I fuck Abigail, I fuck Bill, Bill fucks Abigail.
Well, Abigail called yesterday with the news that she is pregnant. No telling who is the father, Bill or me. But Abigail says she’s hoping that it is my superior seed that did the deed. Bill is sure that it is his kid, and I’m willing to accept that verdict
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I am a fag and is presently going out with a straight man. He is sort of my alphamale, he is married with 2 kids, and have another woman with another kid. But he keeps me as his fuck mate. I’m his biggest secret. I service him once a month and he seem to enjoy it a lot. My question is, is it really true that straight alphamales take fag slaves in the real world? My man only use me once a month, I wonder if there are other fags out there like myself for real. Your blog came highly recommended Sir
Yes, it is true that in the real world straight Alphamales take on fag slaves. And yes, there are other fags like yourself – legions of them. you are by no means unique; certainly not special.
But I have to say, tatanjojo, that you seem to have accepted your role properly and with a certain grace. you appear to understand that it simply is not a fag’s business who else its Alphamale is fucking, or how many others he is fucking. you have accepted, with apparent equanimity that your Man is fucking his wife, some other bitch on the side and most probably others, both male and female beside you. you seem to have accepted that He only calls upon you to service Him once a month. And like a good fag you undoubtedly are grateful for that once-a-month opportunity.
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I sit about 6 months since that fag rich of yours was allowed to cum? LOL How long are you planning on keeping him in chastity? lol Looking forward to seeing what you do with his(your) money from apartment!! lol
I don’t think it has been six months, but it has been a good four months, at least. I must say that fag rich’s pussy is starting to become hyper-sensitive. When I see a beautiful woman or a gorgeous guy, my dick chubs up. When fag rich sees a gorgeous guy, his ass starts to twitch. Not that I necessarily think that I am a “gorgeous guy,” but the fag reacts like that when it first comes into my presence. This is approaching the state I want it in, so I figure it’s gonna be many months before the chastity device comes off, if it ever does. A fag’s training is never finished.
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Well, not permanently, but for a visit.
My followers will recall that after fag josiah was reassigned by his employer to Shanghai, he and I would have daily chats via Skype. Daily that was until I discovered that he frequently had someone else in the room with him while he was chatting with me. In reaction, I cut off the daily Skype chats and cancelled a trip to visit josiah in Shanghai that we had scheduled.
What I didn’t write about was that i relented after a while – I began to accept and respond to josiah’s emails and I would schedule a Skype chat from time to time; always at times that would be inconvenient for josiah, like 3:00 in the morning, Shanghai time.
Well, since I have continued to refuse to visit josiah in Shanghai, josiah has asked if he could come home to visit me. I agreed that he could come home for a weekend to accept the punishment that he understands still is coming to him because of his transgressions.
josiah, of course knows nothing of my slave, fag rich. But the slave’s presence will cause no problems. it sleeps on the floor in the kitchen. josiah’s sleeping quarters – on the floor in the guest bedroom – still is available to him.
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fag rich has a binding contract for the sale of its apartment upstairs. I had told it that I wanted it to sell the apartment and to do so within two weeks. the fag has met that time deadline, and despite the short time frame, actually is going to make a few bucks on the sale. The proceeds of the sale will be electronically transferred into the fag’s bank account when the deal closes the end of this week. Then I will tell it what to do with the money.
the fag doesn’t know it yet, but next in line is the sale of its investment business.
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Sir, I am sorry to bother You but I need Your help as a very wise Master. My Master fucked so hard last night that I cried and shouted loud. It was only pain and no pleasure at all. I know I have to serve my Master as He wants it, but that was so hard to me. I tried to tell Him afterwards but He didn’t give a damn. He said I should be honoured but I could leave if I weren’t happy. Sir, I don’t know what to do. My Master taught me so many things but, as now, I feel like shit & helpless. Help…
you need to start thinking. you are lucky that your Master chooses to fuck you hard (or for that matter to fuck you at all). And, by this time you should have learned that it is not about your pleasure, it it all about your Master’s pleasure. If He takes pleasure in abusing you, then you serve Him best by being abused and by taking the abuse.
If it is difficult for you to serve your Master as He wishes to be served, then perhaps you are in the wrong kind of relationship. While He should “give a damn” about you and your welfare, He is not obligated to give a damn about your comfort or your feelings. He understands, as you should, that fags are everywhere, readily obtainable and easily disposed of when no longer useful.
If you “feel like shit” it probably is because you are shit. And in this regard, if your Master has made you feel like shit, He has done His job.
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Sir! I met a hot guy last year and we quickly develloped a “relationship” that became abusive. He turned out to be an absolute Alphamale, who has turned me in to a totally submissive pathetic slut. He has pushed my limits futher and further, but now he is demanding of me that i should become his whore, his monyemaker. He has told me that he is going to whore me out and that he will thus become my pimp. For me this feel really wrong. He got angry and threw me out. What should i do? I miss him!
you know what you have to do. you don’t need my advice. your Master did not make you a “submissive pathetic slut.” That always was within you and He just brought it out. you need to recognize that He is not changing you into something that you are not. He is enabling you to assume the role that you were meant to assume and to fulfill your destiny. He is giving your life meaning and purpose. It is not an issue of whether you want to take that next step along the path that He has set out for you. The question is whether you really cannot.
