Accepting my place as a faggot

Hi Sam, I have spent the last few days reading all the information I could find on the hierarchy and I do believe that I am indeed a faggot, Only this morning one of the lads came out of the bathroom with just a towel round his  waist as we passed in the hallway he dropped the towel and said “like what you see faggot “ I was totally shocked and just stud there with my jaw on the floor. I think that they know what I am more than I understand myself.

The fact that I enjoy cleaning and cooking for the lads says a lot. And I think that they understand that I am eager to be around them

James