Brotherhood service?

Hello Brother Sam.

First of all I apologize if I make some grammar mistakes writing this..As English is not my first language I try to make my best to explain myself properly.

It has been a while since I started to read your work and must have to say that i love each one of your posts and stories from our fags brothers and the powerful alphas that honour us with theirs point of views, that you diligently collect.

I've been thinking a lot to write you for guidance. Right now I'm in a croospath.

I'm a 27 yo fan from Mexico. I have known since I was young that I'm a faggot and I have to serve to the superior men that surround me. Many look at me as someone helpful and obliging. But the truth is that I always try to help those men that are over me hierarchically speaking, teachers, managers, clients, classmates, friends you can name it.

And I have been always fine with that. The problem is the next one.

Around 6 months ago I texted a online Dom on Snapchat. He's always verbal degrading me and humiliating me (and I love it). The things got crooked when one night he questioned me that why I only serve him at nights. I couldn't lie him and I have to tell him that I only could serve him late night because I still living with my family and I share room with my brother.

Apparently he found in that information a new way to blend my fag's brain. He ordered me to tell him the name of my brother and send him a pics of him. At the begging I was resilient to do it. But after some of his words, as you could expect, I ended obey him.

His next messages were voice notes of him laughing really hard saying me how pathetic I was being a slut for him when my brother was on the same room every night without idea of the pathetic loser that I was. Those words broke something inside me. Unfortunately also make me feel more kinky tham ever.

Since that he has been ordering me to sniff, lick and wedgie my self with my bro's dirty underwear. Beside other humiliating orders, like make me refer to my brother as my "Teen alpha".

I love how pathetic and dirty he makes me feel, but by the other size I feel so bad with my brother by using him to feed my fag's side.

My question is should I stop obeying this path of humiliation (that I love) or I submit to my lower instincts?

I know you must have tons of messages, I hope you could read mine.

I wish you the best, your fag brother David.