Hometown
I have an update on my situation after hearing some of your advice and the comments I was conflicted about still serving Grayson. I ended up taking a slight break by serving one of my friends who I gave head at his house the last time we met and served him at his house once and it went really well he was a great mix of degrading telling me “drop on your knees cocksucker” but also caring checking if I was okay afterwards. I thought that would be a direction I would be heading in until I got a message from Grayson. I was hesitant to go at first but he told me he wanted to apologize after speaking to my friend that he crossed the line.
In that moment I felt so much appreciation for my other friend not only was he an alpha but also a caring one and I thought I could serve him. However, when I got to Graysons house I was shocked to see that Grayson was actually throat fucking my friend! When I got past my initial shock I asked what was happening and Grayson told me he found out I served my friend and wanted to show both of us who was actually in charge. I wish I could describe that moment as I thought my new alpha I was going to serve sucking Graysons dick made me realize I couldn’t serve him.
Grayson told me “this is your pathetic little alpha and to remind me I own you and you serve me got it”. I felt so helpless in the moment that he held so much power over me. Surprisingly though he ended up apologizing to me later saying he wasn’t right to blackmail me and he deleted the video in front of me so I don’t have that threat hanging over anymore but I’m still cautious. I talked to my friend afterwards asking if he was also a sub too then and he said he wasn’t and Grayson just overpowered him but they’re still friends and I was just confused. Now I’m even more confused because my friend helped me immensely but idk what he is and it doesn’t feel right serving an alpha who got facefucked by another alpha. At the same time while Grayson apologized he has a temperament that makes me cautious but I can’t deny the power he has what should do?
