Local alphas

Hey Sam, my name is Zach and I have been exploring submission and chastity and I want so desperately to be a faggot even if it’s not my nature. I usually top during hookups but something about faggotry is really calling to me recently. I have tried to find alphas on recon to guide me into faghood but from what I see it’s full of men that are either too ugly to get a normal guy or they want me to drop everything and move across the country. How do I find real local alphas that are worthy of service? Any help is welcome I just want to be the best faggot I can. Do you know any good alphas in the Raleigh NC area?