Ownership?

I've been serving a straight alpha for a long time now, and it's starting to affect how I see other men. When I see other hot alphas, I feel the desire to serve. Once I do it though, it feels...wrong. During service, my mind keeps drifting back to the alpha I've been loyal to.

It's actually becoming difficult for me to find anyone other than him attractive. Is this what ownership feels like?

What are your thoughts on fag monogamy? Bonding to a single alpha?