Picky Alphas

I wanna share something with you, Sam. When I was 18 and virgin, I met a guy on Grindr. I went to his house, but when he started to fuck me, my hole wasn't perfectly clean. He got mad, called me disgusting, and expelled me from his place. I felt dirty and guilty for months after that. When I finally lose my virginity several months later, I was panicking about being 100% clean.

Yesterday my current bf was fucking me and he went too deep, so he got a small stain on the head of his dick. I was freaking out thinking that he would react like that other guy, but instead he laughed, said "that's what I get for having such a long dick", then he took me IN HIS ARMS, went to the bathroom, washed his dick, washed my ass and hole with his hands, asked me if I was okay, and then put me on my knees until he finished on my face.

I felt amazing, Sam. I know I am a faggot and a cumdump, but he was so thoughtful and respectful.

Do you think Real Alphas act like that and the picky ones tend to be weaker Alphas? And also, do you have tips for a perfect clean hole?