Thanks for the response

Hey Sam thanks for your response(I’m that guy who doesn’t know what sex is). I know it’s probably a fair point about my generation that we watch too much porn and that it’s messed us. I was kind of hoping for something more “it will work eventually” but I appreciate your honest response. I’ve been in therapy for a while and I’ve made a lot of progress in my life because of it. I’ve become far more social and confident. But this is something I still struggle with. I first learned what gay being gay was when my brother called me a faggot and punched me in the face (he was going through a lot too and took his frustration out on the only thing he had control over, me). To this day even my own mum will say “why are you so gay”. I’m honestly still a little ashamed of being gay and your post about acceptance really helps even if it was more about being a faggot.

I’m going to try being less worried about how others perceive me and just try having fun. Thank you for your response hearing someone say it really acted like a reality check and I can’t thank you enough because to be honest your someone I aspire to be like comfortable in yourself and place in the world, helping others find theirs and serving the greatest people around us.

I would still like your help with my chastity issues but that’s maybe something I should focus on when I start having fun. I hope it will be ok to keep you updated as things roll on and maybe ask for further advice.