Hey,

I know I am a faggot for quite a long time, but have been suppressing these feelings for a long time. Lately, I have been trying to reconnect with these feelings and mid/end of Novemeber started to experiment with chastity cages a bit by myself…

Now I did not cum for 3 week (last 2 continuously in a cage) and today I experienced something I never did. While I got aroused – kinda randomly – I felt the urge… to top… like… to actually fuck something/-one.
I have always been like an almost total bottom and never really experienced this. It was a really really realls strong urge and I am sure, if i would have taken the cage of and topped at that moment I would have loved it during that time…
I just endured it and waited for it to fade, but it was really… strong and… weird. I was always questioning myself what Alphas and Tops in general feel when they are horny and I feel like I got a very brief (and low intensity?) glimpse into this.

I actually love this – not because it changed anything of what I am or what I am meant to be, as it did not – but because I feel like this helped me to understand the urges of Alphas better and therefore be better at serving them.

However, I never heard of something like that or just didnt see it…. Is this something… common when experiencing chastity? I am just 3 weeks in and am excited what is yet to come (planned for 6 months :-! )


Well that’s an interesting reaction, for sure! I’ve never encountered that personally either in chastity or out, and I’ve never heard of another caged fag express such desires, either. 

We must be careful about this and pay close attention to it, because it might be indicating something suppressed in you. I’m not saying that’s definitely the case with you, but I think it bears close monitoring. I’m going to bookmark this question for future reference just in case, and I’d like you to communicate directly with me if there are other such strange changes or similar eruptions of Alpha-like aggression. My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com

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