Hi Sam. I wrote you quite a few times. Now, maybe that could be of some interst.

I am a 56 years old gay man, out of the closet at age 19 in my northern country.

It was frightening at the time, since I have 3 bros and 3 sis, older siblings,  all straight, not talking of my older mom, a real good catholic. I could tell you about my coming out to her, wich was so funny, but let’s try to make a short story short.

I had a long term rs with a guy, still good friends.

I wrote you earlier, and told you I want to serve young alphas muscle dudes that I see at the gym. I just love to touch their muscles, use their pride to show off, cause it turns me on.

I guess I am not your average fag, being only 5’9 and 160 lbs, using any chance I get to touch those beautiful bodies.

So for me, it’s less a matter of fucking or getting fucked, its being able to have the type of body/men in my bed, and some of them are real trophies, cause they were fuckin tall, hot, hung and fit and way younger then me.

Does this makes me an alpha faggot wanting to use alpha dom at my own needs?


The term “Alpha faggot” is only an oxymoron, and nothing more. It is not a real thing, because what your describing violates the principles of both Alphahood and (especially) faghood. 

A true Alpha doesn’t get fucked. But, more importantly, a true faggot isn’t SELFISH. A true faggot seeks to please its Owner or superior regardless of any self-interest. Does that sound like your behavior? Of course not. But your selfishness doesn’t make you Alpha, it only makes you untrained and misguided.  

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