I am 48 years old, married to a woman and have a 16 year old daughter, but I am a fag and cannot deny it anymore. I secretly meet alpha guys to be used and abused. I only get off to real strong, aggressive alpha men.

What can I do?


Thanks for writing, brother. I’m sorry you’re dealing with this. 

One of my motivations for creating FWA was to help faggots accept their truth so they might AVOID situations like yours in their lives. I saw too much of it in my everyday life, and so I desperately wanted to change the narrative and help natural-born faggots from making the mistake of marrying a female and ultimately wasting her time (let’s not even get into the part about the lives of the kids). 

From my standpoint, it isn’t fair for you to keep up this charade of heterosexuality. You should get divorced. It’s the noblest and truest path, no matter how difficult that might be. Your only other choice is to keep doing what you’re doing, and I’ll never advocate for that. 

You already know what’s right.  

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