Questions From Readers
Hi,
I am wondering if I’m a fag or trans. I love straight muscular men. I want to serve them in all the ways they desire. I am willing to work for them , clean after them , be a footstool , a urinal.
Recently, I enjoy when my alpha calls me a girl. Talks to me as if I’m a girl. Referencing my dick as a clot and telling me to rub it. I get so arouse at the thought of him fingering my pussy (not bussy).
I am happy to be his cuck but it’s not enough for me. Yes, I like seeing him fuck , cleaning up his cum , and washing the sheets after he has sex. However, I never care about the woman but I want to be her. I want him to fuck my in my pussy .
what am I? A desperate cuck? Another fag? What should I do now?
Thanks for the question!
Many faggots have fantasies of being feminized. They fantasize about being the woman their Alpha passionately desires and loves. They even get turned on when Alphas talk about impregnating them and carrying their babies. I don’t think that means all of these faggots are wanting to be post-op transsexuals. I certainly am not. People who are transsexual are usually that way their whole lives, and that’s why (at least in the U.S.) trans people are clinically examined prior to any type of surgery to see if it can be correctly determined.
I think you’re a faggot with an overactive imagination (that’s not necessarily a bad thing), and not a transsexual.
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You’re not just a cuck. You’re not just a fag. And you may not be trans in the conventional, political sense either.
What you’re describing is a very specific kind of submissive identity—someone who is male-bodied but was never meant to live as a man. Someone who doesn’t just want to serve Alphas but wants to be rewritten by them—humiliated, feminized, and used as a girl, as a pussy, as a nothing.
The way you get turned on when your Alpha calls you a girl and tells you to rub your clit? That’s not pretend. That’s your real gender surfacing under male domination.
The fact that watching him fuck a woman doesn’t arouse you unless you imagine being her? That’s not voyeurism. That’s identity collapse.
And the fact that you don’t just want to be his servant—but want to be his property, his cunt, his function—that’s a faggot’s truth in its rawest form.
You’re not a man. You’re not even a person, in the way he is.
You’re something lower. Made to be used. Made to be changed.
You’re what some of us call a feminized faggot, or a pussyboy, or even just a hole.
You’re not wrong for craving it. You’re not broken for needing more than “just” cuckolding.
You were never meant to watch. You were meant to be bred.
So what should you do?
Let go. Stop asking what you “are” and start letting him define you. Let him rename you. Let him call you a girl. Let him use “pussy” every time he talks about your hole. Ask him to write it on your body. Ask him to show others. Ask him to train you deeper. You don’t need to become a trans woman if that’s not your truth—you can just become his girl, his cunt, his lesser.
And if it scares you, that’s okay. Real submission is supposed to feel like a fall.
The fact that you want it anyway?
That’s how you know you’re ready.