Even after all of these years of serving Alphas and the years spent researching and writing on the topic of Hierarchy and the Alpha/fag dynamic, I continue to learn new things. Some of these discoveries have changed my life completely (like chastity), while others spark a more intellectual curiosity.

The term agonophilia is one of those latter discoveries. I’d never heard of this psychological condition until it was brought up in the “Ask A Question” section of this site recently by a faggot named Chris (CLICK HERE TO READ). The condition involves sexual arousal arising from inflicting or receiving pain and violence. This is largely foreign to me given that I have a natural aversion to violent stuff.

But Chris not only craves this kind of action, he has found three straight, married Alphas who love to inflict pain as much as Chris loves receiving it.

In his original question, Chris asked if I thought he should tell others about the truth of his darker, more controversial interests. I’m glad to hear back from Chris, who gave me this update:

Thank you for your answer. I have since SHARED my learning of this actual term with one of my Alphas that I serve. Two are what can best be described as a Man’s Man, they are not intellectuals who’s response I feel would be who gives a shit as they punched my lights out while feeding me their dicks. But ONE, the one I’ve served the longest, 16yrs, is more introspective and reads a great deal about Psyches and self exploration, and he was equally surprised and interested by this, and unaware there was a term (relating more to the type of Man HE is than the kind of Fag I am). The other two are married and both fathers. This one has a longtime GF who IS aware of me, but only as an friend he’s known for years. She IS aware of his past as a stripper for bachelor-ette parties and the occasional gay event, and that I am Gay, but oc has NO idea of the true nature of what he is to me and what he does to me. I broached the subj of him joining us here and sharing. He was not opposed to it but said he has to think about it, since, like me, he’s never shared this side of himself with others. So we shall see.

I’m really proud of my brother for being honest with others, but particularly with this particular Alpha! By being brave and trusting his Master, he’s possibly unlocked his Master’s greater power and a provided him with a better perspective of Hierarchical truth!

This is what faggots do for Alphas (particularly straight Alphas!). By our honest submission, we teach them about their own power and place within the Hierarchical arrangement. Honestly, there is no better way to serve!

Thanks for the question! Yours is officially the first one on the new site!

I was wondering how many faggots (and Alphas) would respond to that information about agonophilia. I know a lot of faggots get off on being beaten, so I figured some would be triggered by it. As far as your central question, let’s be honest – most faggots are in hiding and are extremely embarrassed about their needs. After all, it’s not exactly something that one brings up at a family reunion or in the work breakroom.

That being said, I am someone who has almost completely integrated being a faggot with my exterior life. I’ve never been shy or socially intimidated, so I simply let people know (when asked) that I’m a faggot. Nervous laughter follows, but then some healthy conversation usually occurs afterward.

But I realize I’m an outlier and not the norm when it comes to this. In the real world, a faggot needs to pick his battles and reveal the truth to those he can trust. That doesn’t make a faggot any less than he is (after all, he’s a faggot!). You shouldn’t feel shame because you’re hiding some part of yourself right now. It’ll come when it’s the right time for you, not for anyone else’s expectations.

Thank you for the question!

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What is “agonophilia”? Simply put, it’s sexual arousal stemming from fighting and violence.

Here’s a more complete examination:

The etiologies of the most common paraphilias (i.e., exhibitionism, fetishism, frotteurism, pedophilia, masochism, sadism, transvestism, and voyeurism) are still poorly understood, and agonophilia is even less studied compared to the others listed above. The two leading theories on the development of paraphilias involve neurodevelopmental anomalies early in life that alter brain function, and behavioral conditioning in which some neutral object or activity becomes strongly associated with sexual arousal, which is then reinforced over time through masturbatory fantasies. That said, it’s likely some combination of the two (i.e., genetic predisposition or prenatal teratogen, followed by behavioral conditioning over time), and it’s very difficult to discern the specific cause(s) of any given paraphilia for an individual due to the complexity of the behavior.

The good news is that knowing the cause doesn’t really matter at all, other than appeasing one’s curiosity. Most paraphilias fall along a spectrum of normal sexual behavior, and something like sexual arousal associated with fighting is fine as long as the urge doesn’t lead to harm to self or others and the sexual acts are performed consensually with all participants. If the sexual urge is causing significant distress or impairment in your life, then I recommend seeking behavioral health services to help you manage that distress or impairment accordingly.

So what might that have to do with the fact that straight Alphas will very often use faggots sexually? Well, for starters, the sex between males is by nature very aggressive and dominance-oriented. Agonophilia might explain why straight Men get aroused when they’re with faggots, because they find the power play and the unleashed aggression exciting in a way they don’t experience with females.

Regardless, the psychological information on Agonophilia and the straight Male use of faggots is largely irrefutable.

So the next time one of you straight Alphas wonder why your dick gets hard when you’re slapping a faggot, now you’ll know.