Hi Sam,
I have been reading some of your stories on the website. Thank you for your contribution to the community.
I am cash faggot loser. I am currently serving a real straight alpha god. I love him so much. He is so hot, muscular, sexy and real straight alpha, But he is ruthless and demanding, and does not do any gay shit.
I read some of your stories, like some of the straight master got sucked off by their faggots. I found its kinda odd. My god does not like that at all, he thinks its gay shit. Not only that, he does not even allow me to see his dick, and be close to his private. I also wanted to sniff his farts, but he does not like my nose close to his ass, so i can only sniff from afar when I am in the same room with him. He does not even allow me to lick his barefoot, because he thinks faggot’s saliva is disgusting, but he allowed me to lick his shoes, and shoes only. Honestly, i kinda like it, because that proves he is a real straight. I feel myself so lucky. I pay him weekly, and work hard for him, he said its natural for me to pay him, i totally agree, I am his ATM loser servant.
He beats me hard, and I am allowed to eat his shit, piss, spit, sniff his feet, and he put me in chastity too. I ate his morning spit a lot before he brushed his teeth, its stinky, but the taste was so good, real alpha scent. he use belt to beat me, give me bruise, he said he will NEVER do any gay shit, just real straight alpha domination.
2 weeks ago, he trained me to sniff his shit in the toilet, he was so ruthless naturally, i love him so much.
So my question to you is should I just obey him, and do I am told, and not thinking about my needs? Like wanting to see his cock, sniff his armpits, and being closer to sniff his farts?
Or should I keep asking him about what I wanted? I tried in the past, it failed miserably, he said its NOT about what i want, its always about him. He wants my cash and total obedience.
Thanks,
LoserS
Thank you for your question, brother.
There’s something quite sad about your letter, and I’m not sure what I can say to help you. I think you’re pretty happy where you’re at even though this Alpha absolutely mistreats you and hurts you and is destroying your life.
Feeling love for an Alpha can make a faggot do all sorts of detrimental things to itself. That’s why I’ve always encouraged faggots to seek good Alphas who know how to build a solid foundation with them. Destroyer Alphas only understand pain and cruelty.
But I’m not sure that anything I say is going to change the perspective broken inside of you, brother. You feel like you deserve this treatment, which is why you crave his cruelty … it reinforces what you feel about yourself.
I truly hope this person doesn’t completely destroy you. Please be careful.
Have a question? CLICK HERE to ask!