Hi Sam,
I’m a little bit confused internally. I am a bodybuilder. 6’1” and roughly 250lbs. I am also a fag. I has this constant internal tug of war feeling between the desire to build myself and feeling very masculine in the gym. With goals to improve my physique and get bigger, ultimately look more masculine. While at the same time I have the desire of a fag where I would drop to my knees in the middle of the gym and kiss an Alpha’s foot if he told me to. Having the desire to serve and be of service to Alphas. Can these two feelings coexist? I don’t think I can give either up, I love both but sometimes one feels like a betrayal of the other. Thanks!
Thank you for your heartfelt question, brother!
I do understand your dilemma, brother. Most faggots want to be adorable hairless twinks because we think that’s all Alphas want, BUT WE ARE WRONG IN THINKING THAT!
I’ve talked to plenty of Alphas over the years who LOVE to have a huge muscle faggot serving them. There was a pretty famous thread on FWA featuring a short straight God Alpha named Master G who subjugated a muscle fag friend … and he eventually left his wife and married the faggot! Currently I’ve been covering the conquests of another God Alpha named Master Jase who specifically looks for faggots just like you!
So again, the lesson here is the exterior of a person isn’t the important thing when it comes to Hierarchy. It comes down to attitude and power (or lack thereof). Start offering to be of service to Alphas you meet. Genuinely compliment them. Maybe wear a chastity cage around the gym locker room and shower. You could even get away with offering a discreet blowjob fairly easily given your size.
Believe me, true Alphas would love to conquer you, brother. You’re not betraying anything … you’re fulfilling both parts of yourself into a cohesive life as a true muscle faggot!
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