I’m 28 , gay , Alpha top and I’ve always been like that. Never bottomed never even considered submitting to another dude… till recently. I don’t know how it started but when I’m with my straight friends I feel like a beta around them and the worse part is that they turn me on , admitting this shit it’s hard cause they my bros and we are supposed to be on the same level(?) but fuck I’m getting to a point where because of this “arousal” I’m becoming more and more “submissive” with them and I’m scared they are starting to notice. Can’t stop the fantasies expecially when around them and they talk about the pussies they get ,being all manly and shit…and can’t stop the fantasies of them callin me a fag, humiliating me , laughing at me for being the gay of the group , crave for them to do to me what I do to my bottoms. The sad part is that this fantasies I have ,never involve gay men , not even my fellow alpha tops , only straight men I never had this kind of fantasies and now I’m getting them more and more to a point that in honesty I can’t say anymore that this thing is limited to my friends but it’s slowly affectin my view of straight men in general and that is scary. When I’m aroused and I’m having a solo session I just run with it but when the clarity hits I’m disgusted at myself , fantasizing at my friends , craving for them to say some homophobic shit… Why ? Why this Is happening to me. I don’t wanna be a beta , I never even wanted to be a bottom , I know you’re a fag and you are proud, I guess, of your submissiveness but how can I stop , delete my growing submission towards straight men?
Sir, thank you for your brave and honest admission! I think all lower-tier guys (especially faggots) think Alphas are infallible and impervious to self-doubt, which is of course ludicrous. You deserve a lot of respect for this crucial letter, one that plagues a lot of gay Alphas.
I use the word “plague” purposefully, Sir, because that is exactly what it is. Sadly, gay Alphas are conditioned by the same heteronormative social pressure that other gays are influenced by as well. All gays are told throughout their lives that they’re not “normal” or they’re weaker or sissified or inferior to straights. Heterosexuality is the dominant sexuality, of course, so they get to make the rules about what is acceptable and unacceptable.
But Sir, I’m here to tell you unequivocally that gay Alphas are NOT subject to such weak and foolish bigotry. Alphas as a class (both straight and gay) stand apart from society, ahead of it, leading it. Alphas stand together as a ruling class, a loyal fraternity of Earth’s mightiest Men. YOU ARE A PART OF THAT CLASS, SIR. You are just as superior as your straight Alpha brothers.
I might posit this: I believe gay Alphas are actually a MORE powerful distillation of Alphahood than straight Alphas! Consider this: gay Alphas actually OWN SLAVES. Gay Alphas do much more training of subs than straight Alphas. Gay Alphas breed many, many more people than straight Alphas. Gay Alphas are the purest Alphas because they are Alphas unshackled from the compromises and constraints of females.
I don’t know if you ever read this extraordinary account from a Latino Apex Alpha named Master JA (CLICK HERE), but it’d be worth it. In that testimony, straight Master JA has an Apex Alpha brother who is GAY. And after years of watching his gay Alpha brother get all of the sex and worship he desired while he was stuck in a loveless straight marriage, he decided to try using faggots and LOVED IT.
What do we learn from this account? Gay Alphas point the way to true power that straight Alphas miss entirely UNLESS they discover the deeper truths of Hierarchy (through places like this website, or gay Alphas like YOU) and start owning/using faggots!
I’m tired of gay Alphas (and gays in general) being made to feel like they’re lesser when they absolutely AREN’T. And it saddens me to see how easily we give up our own power to that prejudice.
I’ve known gay Alphas who are 1000% MEN and absolutely equal to any straight Alpha. Some of them were highly-decorated military Alphas who ran battleships (and also fucked every faggot onboard, and turned out a few others), and I guarantee you they never, ever felt inferior to any straight Alpha.
They never felt inferior to straight Alphas because they understood and appreciated Hierarchy. Hierarchy is a POWER-BASED structure, and not based on sexuality. A Man is born with this power, this strength within him to dominate and lead (or not, as in the case of betas and faggots). You were born with that, Sir. You’ve lived a life of domination and worship as dictated and driven by that inborn Alpha need of yours.
If you want any further evidence, just wait a couple of years until these straight Alpha friends fall into society-mandated marriages that end up restricting their natural impulses and muting their power. Meanwhile, you can build a Kingdom around yourself and fuck anyone you choose, do anything you want. Will they be superior to you then? OF COURSE NOT.
As a gay Alpha, you know more about the truth of Hierarchy than your straight Alpha brothers. You get the best head (on command, by the way) and as much pussy as your heart desires. They don’t.
I implore you not to surrender the superiority nature gave to you, Sir. You’re absolutely not inferior to your straight brothers. It’s just society whispering lies into your ears and beating you down. Don’t let them take away the crown you were given, Sir!
Have a question? CLICK HERE to ask!
