Sam recently my master Damien, he got pissed with me
I know I’m supposed to be subservient and I am in bed. I really am whenever he wants his dick sucked whenever he wants to get so deep in my ass I can actually feel him touching my heart. I will let him do it.
But recently he had this guy come over named Chuck. That’s not his real name obviously but Chuck is an another alpha, but he’s also kind of a like a major asshole. In fact I feel bad for any faggots that served him.
anyway, Damien made a deal and he couldn’t cover financially so he tried to sell me to check for a night and when he told me, I admit, I actually backhanded him pretty hard and when Chuck tried to take command on me, all I did was I pulled out my wallet paid him the $500 in cash and said get the fuck out of my home
he actually looked a little bit taken it back that I was talking to him like this said that I wasn’t like your typical faggots I think kinda like you I think, and when he tried to resist the money, I grabbed him pretty hard, and I threw his ass out with the money
I turned to Damien and I told him just because I like taking your big ass dick up my ass that I like being your bitch to you when you’re fucking me does not mean you can sell me to pay off your bet or loan
i’m not one of those fags that is a total bitch throughout every day of their life just because I like to take a big dick in the ass does not mean I will not fight back. I’m willing to throw hands and if an Alpha gets his feelings hurt over this then he’s not an alpha. He’s just a beta.
now this comes to my question I was giving a little bit of backstory. I’m not sure if it was worth it, but I think it was. Damien hasn’t looked at me and he’s been sleeping on the couch more and more. I still suck him. I still ride his dick because I love him and I want to be there for him and each time he stares at me afterwards Like I can see love in his eyes, but I can also see something else resentment I think how do I fix this?
Thank you for the interesting question, brother!
First of all, I’m sorry you had that happen to you. I hate it when Alphas treat their faggots like prostitutes. It’s just gross, in addition to being illegal in most places around the world. Yet, it still happens.
However, your reaction was not the best, either. At least not for a fully-realized faggot. There are ways to handle this in a way that retains your submissive respect for authority while simultaneously playing on your Alpha’s sympathy. I understand that your anger ran away with you, and you probably weren’t thinking clearly in the moment. Totally understandable.
I’m more curious about your Alpha’s reaction to your outburst. He clearly feels bad about what he did with you. It doesn’t sound like he knows how to re-engage with you over the situation. I don’t think the look you’re seeing in his eyes is resentment, though. It sounds to me like it’s a look of hurt. You usurped his authority as your Master and embarrassed him in front of his Alpha brother. You’re not really talking to him, even though you’re servicing him. He sounds like he’s hurt and frustrated.
However, I’m more concerned with this: you seem to be treating your Master like a sex device rather than your SUPERIOR and your OWNER. You don’t seem to have the proper respect necessary as an Alpha’s faggot. This is really something you need to meditate on.
In the meantime, I think you should kneel at his feet and ask him if you could speak to him. Apologize for any disrespect or injury your outburst caused. Tell him you’re grateful to be owned by him, and that you cherish being his faggot.
Let him be the Man again. Submit to him, and give him the chance to regain some self-respect. I think this situation is repairable, but only if you do that.
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