I have been with Declan for many years now and I couldn’t be happier belonging to him.   He knows that and I know he loves me. 

Years before I met Declan, I dated a guy who was also a dom but he had different ways to control me.   I might say he was more of someone who cared about himself and not me hence why I am no longer with him. 

He was the one that got me started in chastity.  He had purchased a CB2000 or maybe it was called CB6000.  It was a device that was not comfortable.  He had my cock sealed and hardly had any air flow to the cock.  I definitely would not be locked as long as I am now.

One day, he arrived home and found me on the bed. I had heard the door and was scrambling to get my cock back in the device.  Yes, I was able to slip my cock out to jerk off, once my cock got soft, I would be able to get my cock back in and hide it from him.   

I guess you can say I was a brat. I found a way to cheat and took advantage of it.

He wasn’t impressed and simply gave me the keys and said “You might as well take it off.”

2 months later, it was our anniversary, at dinner he said that he got me a gift and that the next day I would be receiving it.   He kept it a surprise and all he said was to arrive to an address and ask for Joe.   I was so excited!

The next day I arrived to the address alone and yes my ass was sore from getting a good pounding the night of our anniversary.

The address brought me to a tattoo/piercing shop and my excitement turned into being nervous and scared. It was almost closing time therefore no customers were in the shop.  I asked for Joe and moments later a young sexy tattooed guy wearing blue jeans and a black tshirt came to see me.  

“You must be Zack, I heard so much about you and been excited to see you today. I must admit, I have never had a request like this before. Follow me to a private room and I will inform you of what’s going to happen. You will need to sign a waiver agreeing to what I will be doing to you”

“Get yourself comfortable on the chair while I get my stuff”

As he was chatting with me, he brought me paperwork and sat beside me and what he said was shocking.

“Your boyfriend had explained that when he locks your cock in a chastity device, you tend to cheat and pull your cock out when he is not around. Not cool! We found a solution for this problem.”

“Your boyfriend prepaid and what I am going to do is pierce your cock and place a Prince Albert on your cock head. You will have to take a month or two of a healing process. That means you can’t jerk off and you will need to behave. Once you are healed, he will replace the Prince Albert with one that locks. That way he can lock your cock head to the chastity device.”

As he is telling me this he noticed that I was not enjoying my gift and said “I promise you it will not hurt and it’s a quick and easy process. Do you want to see my pierced cock? I have one and love it”

I agreed and he got up and pulled his pants down and showed me his cock.  Let’s just say that his cock was twice the size of mine and he allowed me to touch the Prince Albert. 

Joe: “Well look who’s getting excited!” as I look down I saw that my cock was getting a hard and pitching a tent in my sweat pants.

Me: “I’m so embarrassed that I am hard and especially that my boyfriend told you that he locks my cock and that you are helping him prevent me from touching my cock”

Joe: “Trust me if my girlfriend knew about chastity, she quickly have me locked in one”lol”

“I will be honest, I’m loving this and that’s why your boyfriend is getting a really good rebate. Ok, I need you to sign these documents acknowledging you agree for this process. Once you sign, pull your pants down and lay on the bed”

So that’s exactly what I did, I signed the waver and pulls my pants down and my hard cock was standing up.  Moments later as he brought his equipment my cock got soft and shrunk so much from fear. 

The entire process took 2 minutes.  It was not painful at all. The only thing that was uncomfortable was the little tube he placed in my penis hole.  

He took his time to tell me how to protect and heal it.  Once he bandaged it up he said I was ready to go.   

I got home and my boyfriend was on the couch and said “So how did you like your gift?”

Me: “Omg, I don’t know if I should love you or be mad at you” lol

The healing was easy and I was so horny that I ended up jerking a load after 7 days.

2 months later, that’s when the locking Prince Albert was placed on my cock attaching my cock head to the chastity.  I no longer was able to pull out and jerk off when he had me in chastity. 

He had won and now was able to control my cock the way he wanted.

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1- when I’m allowed to orgasm, my orgasm are 10 times more intense and amazing.

2-yes, I suggest you get pierced. 

3-for me it did not hurt.  Not one bit.

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Last night white people inexplicably re-elected Donald Trump as the 47th President of the United States.

I’m not going to say much about it because I’ve made my opinion about Trump very clear over the years. He’s clearly unfit for a return to the office after his disastrous first term. His lifetime of crimes, lies, and fraud – not to mention the attempted overthrow of the government – should’ve disqualified him completely.

But whatever. We will deal with living through American Christofascism for a while and see what happens.

That said, this site deals with Hierarchy, and in particular, Alphahood. I must say that the so-called Alphas in America let the country down by falling for Trump’s spoiled baby, cartoon version of Alphahood. Trump’s bad behavior gave these so-called Alphas an excuse to revel in their Destroyer Alpha tendencies. Rather than stand up for the greater good and recognize Trump for what he truly is, they instead threw their power in support of him.

But don’t take it from me. Instead, take it from one of the great Alphas on Tumblr, a God Alpha named Rhys who is a young attorney in southern California. He’s been coaching Alphas and faggots in that space for years, and he’s a Protector Alpha of the highest order.

Here’s what he wrote on his wonderful Tumblr blog:

Joy Reid on MSNBC calling out all these crazy conservative men as beta males pretending to be Alpha men reminds me of some of you on here. Check yourselves, guys, because what you believe to be “Alpha ‘tude” is actually beta AF.

Alphas are to lead and protect, not conform and put those around them in serious jeopardy. An Alpha Male does what’s right, not just what’s convenient. Alpha Males are not selfish men.

The modern conservative party are not Alphas.

You can not be an Alpha Male and back fascism.

You can not be an Alpha Male and oppress those around you—women, minorities, immigrants. It’s all of us who make America the superpower it is.

You can not be an Alpha Male and vote Red.

By buying into the lying fear mongering of the American Right, you are buying into your own demise. You think they give a shit about you?

You think their rhetoric doesn’t affect you?

They will come for all of us eventually, if given the chance. That’s a promise I can make to you— if Donald Trump wins, America as we know it is done for. I know the system really well; that’s a real guarantee. Vote Red for America’s demise.

Voting is a right, and there’s a reason they want to limit that right. The people love this country, and when we all vote, the conservatives lose big.

Voting isn’t a right to be fucked with. Take this from a lawyer who gives a shit about all of you. I live my life nonpartisan, but by what’s correct.

As a lawyer, I’m being so legitimate with you about this. This is a real threat to democracy.

This isn’t a personal attack. It’s the truth at hand. I just wanna tell you guys the truth.

I want you all to read this and take it to heart.

Do you wanna use your rights? Or lose them?

Trump says vote for him now, never vote again.

Is that really what you want? This isn’t a joke.

This isn’t fake news, this is what’s at stake here.

Is it worth the internet brownie points to lose it all? Is it worth that sexy cumshot to lose your freedom? Is the big “Redpill” actually worth it?

This is still America, and you have that freedom.

You have every right to make these choices.

You have every right to take these actions.

Remember, your actions have consequences.

Playing around with this shit isn’t cool, guys. It’s not a game, a fetish, or a fantasy. It’s real life.

Do you really think you’re an Alpha Male for supporting the abuse of your fellow Americans? Are you rights just a fetish to use and abuse?

Again, this isn’t a Tumblr kink. It’s American Democracy. This is what our troops fight for.

You know, the troops Donald Trump hates.

For most of you, this should be enough food for though. Some of you, though, need it simplified.

So, if you have to, consider this vote to be the ultimate test of your masculinity. Let’s be real:

Be a beta, and vote for Trump. Alphas defend democracy. Alphas vote for this country. Alphas vote blue, no matter what the misguided say.

Alphas don’t give a shit about ignorant opinions.

Alphas don’t give a shit about outright bigotry.

Alphas don’t give a shit about fetishized abuse.

Alphas give a shit about equality and ethics.

Alphas preserve and protect our Democracy.

Alpha Men vote for Harris-Walz. That’s it, guys.

Be an actual Alpha Male and do what’s correct.

I’m an Alpha Male, and I don’t care who this offends. I’m a Patriot, and I’m voting Blue.

If you’re the Alpha you claim to be, you’ll do the same. If you’re not, let’s take this to the polls.

We’ll see who’s really a Patriot on November 5th.

Beautiful and passionate words from a true Alpha who has spent his young life deeply contemplating the value and importance of the Alphahood gifted to him at birth. He recognizes the weighty responsibilities entrusted to Alphas, the way they shape and support society.

He also understands that being part of the Alpha fraternity doesn’t mean the world should be run like a frat house. There might be hazing in a fraternity and some horseplay, but ultimately fraternity Alphas put their heads together and get stuff done for the good of their school, for the good of their classmates.

I’m sure Master Rhys is just as saddened today as I am by the way his Alpha brothers betrayed not just their country, but also their natural commission as Alphas.

And before I get a bunch of hate for this, please consider this example: if a drunk in a bar acted the way Trump has acted virtually every day of his life – assaulting women, calling people names, walking out on checks, or trying to burn the bar down – true Alphas would stand up to him and smack him down for it.

ALL MEN KNOW THAT’S WHAT ALPHAS DO IN THAT SITUATION.

But the so-called Alphas in America didn’t do that with America’s most troublesome drunk, Donald Trump. He’s drunk on power, and now he’s going to burn down our collective bar.

LAST CALL!

As a fellow faggot I wanted to get your opinion on something. When I use apps for Doms to use me I don’t ask many personal questions. However I was talking to a straight guy on Sniffies and asked for some pics. He sends one with a very obvious ring on his ring finger. I asked if he was married, he was. I then asked if they were open. They were not and I just don’t feel great about that dynamic. We did not end up meeting up and the guy didn’t seem bothered. I have had an Owner that used multiple women and his wife. Even though they didn’t know he was using a faggot at least everyone was aware the relationships were open. Is it unfair for me to ask that the Dom is open with his wife or girlfriend? I feel like it isn’t really a faggots place but it just gives me a bad taste in my mouth.

I understand why your hesitant, brother, and I can definitely appreciate a faggot with a conscience! 

I have served Alphas who were in relationships that were not open, particularly early in my fag career, but like you it started to bother me. Fortunately I then became owned by a few straight Alphas who were either single or informally dating females. That suited me better for sure.

It’s really just a matter of what a faggot’s conscience dictates. However, it’s important to remember that it’s the ALPHA who made the commitment, not you. I wouldn’t beat myself up over it too much. 

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Welcome back! My fantasy to find a master and worship him as a God. Is this happening in real life?

Yes, this happens in real life! 

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Hi Sam! I’ve been following your page for a looong time (years lol) and you’ve been instrumental in me realizing i’m a fag. I did have a few questions that I’m hoping you can help me with, and i’d be eternally grateful for a response:

• I know I’m a faggot. I know i must serve men. However I also have a very successful career and personal life. Is it possible to have both of these things? I’ve been too nervous to serve a Man due to how it could impact my “normal” life, i’ve had online doms blackmail before (non consentually), so maybe i’m just a bit overreacting to that.
• where do I find doms irl? do you have a list of locations you recommend frequenting? I’m not a fan of the whole online thing and much prefer to serve in person and that’s how i think i’d be most successful.

Well it’s nice to hear from a long-time reader! I’m glad I’ve been able to help you find your truth! 

I don’t think it’s impossible to have career success while also serving as a faggot. I’ve managed to do it, and so have other faggots I’ve known personally and online. You might remember my interview with Brian, the faggot who served his Master while also enjoying a successful career. I think the real key here is having a Master to serve full time. This was what I did after several years of being a slut, and it made all the difference for me. I think you’ll find that will be the case as well.

Where to find Alphas to serve? Well, you can always find Alphas to service on apps and whatnot, but you’ll rarely find an Owner there. Honestly, the best path is finding Alphas in your everyday life that you can start submitting to in various ways. Then Ownership develops organically. 

I hope this helps! 

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Hi Sam,

Great blog, it’s helped me realise my beta/fag side and my lust for worshipping alphas.

I need your advice…I had a straight alpha best friend for 10 years. When we became friends, I wasn’t ‘out’. We were very close… going to the gym, going out drinking (him picking up girls) etc.

He was a natural alpha…hot body, great looks, supreme confidence, controlled aggression, and a big cock (he told me and I can verify as I saw it!). He had the pick of women and would regularly tell me of his sexual activities and how women went crazy over his cock. During our friendship he told me numerous times that he knows he is an Alpha and I can tell he enjoys having control over others.

Some of the activities we would do when I was still in the closet involved sleeping in the same bed and aggressively play fighting in our boxer shorts where he would regularly pin me down – I loved it! Frequently, he would pin me down in his boxers by sitting on my chest with his knees over my shoulders, so I couldn’t move my arms, with me ‘pretending’ to struggle while staring at his big bulge. I loved the submissive nature of it and I think he enjoyed the dominance.

On another occasion, we nearly showered together after a drunken night out but he stopped after seeing I was getting a hard-on. Damn!

Anyway, after around 5 years into our friendship, I came out to him when drunk and he accepted me 100%. I was so scared, as previously he had made some jokingly homophobic comments, but he didn’t let it affect our friendship and would often stick up for me if we went out on nights out etc.

Fast forward to around 2 years ago…we went on a night out and we both got very drunk. In the early hours of the morning, we headed back to mine, where he was staying over. I was nearly blackout drunk at this point. He slept on the sofa and me in my own bedroom. Shortly after going to bed, unconsciously, I went up to him while he was sleeping and asked him if he wanted his dick sucked.

He asked me to repeat what I said and I asked him again. I’ll be honest, I thought this was an actual dream that I was having and in that moment I didn’t have any control over my actions. He left my house immediately. The next morning, I apologised – I was devastated. He replied saying that he needed time to think about our friendship etc.

He ended the friendship. I was devastated, gutted and depressed. I lost my closest friend at that point. Anyway, we haven’t spoken in two years. I still think of him most days. I get we won’t ever be friends again but I yearn to serve him even if it is transactional. I was always pretty submissive to him and wanted to please him.

I have often wondered what would happen if I tried to approach him like you have advised on this blog.

Previously he had confided in me that he is a very sexual man and needs frequent service, when talking about problems with his girlfriend (they are still together).

I would love to worship and serve him but I don’t know if I should try to or not. In my eyes, he is a god alpha and deserves true worship. While we were friends, I buried these feelings as best I could but I guess I have lost everything now anyway.

What are your thoughts?

What a heartbreaking letter! I’m so sorry that this happened! 

Sadly, this is always the danger when a faggot offers himself to an Alpha friend. It’s hard to say whether or not the way you offered yourself might have scared him, but he did take some time to think about his decision. That’s tough. 

This Alpha seems like a wonderful Man, very strong and confident. I’m disappointed that he cut you off without much of a discussion. However, I’m sure he did it because he thought continuing the friendship would only lead to pushing you further into obsession. 

I don’t know if there is a way to resurrect the relationship. A long friendship like this shouldn’t be tossed away forever, and I’m sure he agrees with that if he’s anything like I think he is. I don’t think it would be a bad idea to reach out via a message and just tell him you miss him and you’re sorry for what you said when you were drunk. If there could be a way to just talk, I’m sure the situation could be repaired. 

I know you feel embarrassed and scared of him now, but just be tactful and maintain your faith in the friendship you built with him. Keep me informed! 

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