Hi Sam,

My name is John. My friends call me Johnny (and you can, too ). I’m a huge fan of your work. I’ve been following your work for probably about 6 years now, and it’s been very eye opening. I’ve been feeling conflicted lately and finally decided to get in contact with you. I apologize in advance for the novel ahead of you.

For some context, ever since I was a young boy, I’ve always had feelings for other boys/men. As I got older (around 12/13), I started to feel attraction towards the other boys around me. I was constantly trying to sneak peaks at their crotches in class and the hallways and at the other boys changing while in the locker room without understanding why. As I got older, I only seemed to get hornier.

I would regularly spend hours in my bedroom jerking off multiple times a day to gay porn and just thinking of boys at my school. I had always been a very shy kid, and so I never dared act on my feelings or urges growing up. It wasn’t until I went off to college that I started experimenting more with my sexuality now with my newfound independence (still only in privacy of my own company). When I was 18, I bought my first fleshlight. And, although it always felt good the few times I stuck my penis into it and used it, I never felt a desire to use it much. The thought of some other, more endowed guy using always turned me on more.

I’ve always been very turned on by porn involving anal sex and sucking cock, even from a very young age. I remember in my early teen years finding phallic objects around the house to insert into my anus when my parents weren’t around. It felt odd but weirdly satisfying. It hurt but, for some reason, I just couldn’t stop myself.

Growing up, my dad had a running buddy he’d train with for marathons and he would regularly invite him over to go running. Looking back at it, I had a huge crush on my dad’s running buddy. I even got lucky once by catching him pissing in the woods with his cock out. Fuck, he was hot.  There was one day he came over to my house after going for a run, and my dad let him change out of his sweaty workout gear in our guest room. When he left the room, I remember sneaking into the guest room and I found the pile of his sweaty running clothes. I walked up to it, sorted through it and found his sweaty compression underwear.

The aroma of this man put me in a daze. I remember putting his underwear up to my face, shoving my nose deep into the crotch and butt area, and I took deep inhales. I think I even profusely licked the inside of the groin area to see what he tasted like. I was 15/16 at the time. Although a part of me felt a strong urge to take the underwear, I decided against it to avoid my dad’s friend from wondering where his underwear may have gone. As I went further into puberty, these sexual urges only got stronger and more perverse.

When I was 19, I stumbled upon male chastity cages online. They deeply intrigued me to my core. I began becoming very interested in sub-dom relationships and the concept of “faggotry” and the new concept of “male hierarchy.” That’s when I happened across your content and podcast.

I bought my first chastity cage around that time at 19. It was a very cheap one and didn’t work well. I used it once or twice in private, but was disappointed with how it worked. As I got into my very early twenties, I decided to experiment again with different kinds of chastity devices. I learned about myself that I liked a chastity cage that would completely cover my entire penis as to prevent any outside stimulation (except for a pee hole, of course). I then began buying numbing creams and lubing up the inside of the cage to keep my penis numb for hours.

As time went on, I began to have “masturbation sessions” by locking my penis more and more often and only using a dildo on myself for hours at a time. Admittedly, there were some days when I would use a dildo on myself (while in chastity) from sunrise to sunset. I came to view myself more and more as a “faggot” but still find it hard to identify as such.

Although I love anal play on myself, I always ended up needing to remove the cage at the end of sessions to finish myself off to get rid of my pent-up horniness. I find it incredibly hard to concentrate on literally anything when I’m locked and horny despite absolutely loving the feeling. I can’t think straight and I feel I act irrationally when really horny and can’t release it. The longest I’ve been locked for is 5 days (even at night). I use a strap to prevent the cage from tugging on my balls. Part of me would love to be a good locked boy 24/7/365, but I don’t see how that would be possible practically with how horny I get when I get no release. I feel it would also make it challenging to perform my job. To clarify, I do (on occasion) go out in public in my cage and I love the feeling.

I’ve never served any so-called “alphas” as I’ve always been too afraid. I’m not super skinny nor am I “ripped” by any means. I have an average body and a decent sized penis when not locked. I’ve been told I’m good looking, but I still lack confidence to do anything with anyone else in the real world. I’ve had sex with one other boy before, but it was never more than “vanilla.”

I’m 24 now when writing this. I apologize for the novel I just wrote. I simply wanted to give you as much background context as concisely as I could manage. Part of me feels a strong urge to know what it feels like to take a cock into my mouth and butt and feel it explode within me. Through all your content and podcasts, I’ve been inspired with your own journey. You seem to have been locked for years with little issue. I guess I don’t know where to go from here or if I should even act on these feelings. Part of me still really enjoys jerking off, but another part of me feels I should lock up and stop stroking like how real Men do. Part of me thinks I shouldn’t deserve to use my penis like a Man would. I don’t know. I feel conflicted.

I know through your podcasts you recommend channeling pent-up horniness through service, but that simply has not been an option for me up until now. Part of me wishes I could lock up, throw away the key, and forgot about cumming, but the more logical side of me knows that I need other outlets to release my horniness. I have an extremely high libido. I don’t know what to do.

Would locking up for long periods negatively affect my penis? Would it shrink or become impotent? Honestly, the thought of that kind of turns me on, but I don’t know. What effects could I expect? Is it even possible to stay locked like that indefinitely? How would I even release my pent-up horniness? How is it even possible to derive sexual satisfaction without cumming through only servitude? These are all questions I ask myself. I’m at a bit of a loss at this point in my life, and I’m unsure of how to proceed. I would greatly appreciate hearing your thoughts on my situation and what I can do to solve these issues.

Thank you for your great content throughout the years, and keep up the good work, Sam!

Your follower,

Johnny

Thank you for your book-length question! 

All of that text can be answered very simply with one sentence: Stop living in a fantasy world inside your head and go serve a real human Man. 

You’re overthinking everything when you’ve experienced nothing. That makes no sense at all. Stop jacking around and experience life! 

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Hi Sam you know im a faggot and i have a crush on lucien. i love alphas and i want to serve them. but i have a question? is it normal for a faggot like me to want to serve women too? be submissive to them? like alphas? im confused Sam. whats wrong with me? But she only contacts me when she wants money. the Goddess is called Alexandra.

Brother, thanks for writing! 

Yes, occasionally faggots have a desire to serve females, too. I think it comes from the gay impulse to worship brash, outrageous, drag queen-like females. I’ve had a few in my life as well. Typically, unless a real friendship develops, it usually fizzles out because the faggot gets tired of worshiping a person he doesn’t have a real sexual attraction to.

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Here’s this great clip restored to its pre-CHUDAI glory.

And it should be celebrated. This Alpha KING is being slavishly worshiped by his cocksucker JUST AS GLADIATORS WERE ONCE SERVED!

Alphas have been enjoying this pleasure since the beginning!

HierarchyIsTruth!

My continued discussions with Sophie, the mother of possible God Alpha Lucas, reveal a woman who has a deep respect and understanding of Hierarchy far beyond almost all of the women today. She’s a throwback in many ways, her character at once nurturing and protective of her young son, yet tempered by her knowledge of our cruel world and awed by the powerful Alpha she was privileged to bear.

She carries this all the way Spartan women once did, nobly and intensely. Every time I communicate with her, I’m reminded of this scene in the film 300, which I have clipped for your viewing pleasure:

Sophie is a Queen, the mother of a future King … and she is eager to see inferiors submit and serve her son! I have never had a women (hell, there aren’t even that many Men) who speak in such stark and reverential tones about the reality of Hierarchical purpose the way she does. It’s breathtaking, honestly.

She sent me this message after I spent some time talking to Master Lucas, which she monitored carefully.

First of all, I’d like to thank you for your very constructive exchanges with Lucas. I appreciate the servile respect you show him and I know he does too. I feel as if I’ve hired you as my son’s servant preceptor, so if I may speak to you like a boss to her staff: good job! Lucas has started chatting with the young alpha you put him in touch with, and I’m delighted that he has an older teenager to discuss his experience with, under my supervision.I have read that my son has informed you of his conquest of a new servant. The nice boy spent a whole evening at home. When I brought them dinner in Lucas’s room, his new mate was sitting on the floor at his feet while they were friendly chatting. I’m so proud to see my son handle his superiority so well.

What’s a shame is that their little scuffle, during which my son subdued him, was seen and witnesses blabbed! I’ve been contacted by the school management about this. I firmly told them that my son was not a little brat bully, that everything was agreed between them and that, what’s more, if they questioned the boy concerned, he would freely tell them of his loyalty and respect for Lucas! And I think they did: I happened to bump into the young lad in town and he said he was sorry I’d been bothered about it and that he’d come to Lucas’s defense. My maternal instinct kicked in: I stroked his cheek and gave him a kiss.

I told him: “Know that you will always be welcome at home and at my son’s feet. I know Lucas has been rough on you, but as long as you respect him as your lord and master, he’ll be good to you, I promise. Feel free to come and stay overnight anytime! We can set up a little bed for you on the floor of Lucas’s room, at the foot of his bed, I’m sure he’ll agree!”

He was delighted! This boy is just adorable. I want my prince’s little vassals to feel safe and secure in my home. As long as they bow to my son’s will and grovel at his feet, they are welcome. But whoever questions my son’s birthright will discover the wrath of a Spartan mother!

I was concerned that I had upset Sophie given how quiet she had been. She wrote this lovely coda:

My good Sam,

Do not worry about me getting upset. Believe me, if I ever were to be upset, you would know it! I keep a watchful but sympathetic eye on Lucas’ exchanges on my e-mail address and I don’t want to interfere unnecessarily. But I must admit I’m flattered that you show proper respect to the mother of a young Alpha! If I may: know that your Queen is satisfied with you!

Seeing my beautiful prince becoming a powerful king is a wonder! And I’m very glad to see boys happily submitting to him and enjoying it. I’m thrilled that there are so many of you inferior males to give him the respect and devotion he deserves.

Know that if you ever want to publish on your site what Lucas and I have written to you so far, you have my blessing.

Sophie mentioned a “young Alpha” that Master Lucas has been communicating with recently. That Alpha is none other than Master Dean, owner of his faggot twin brother Jimmy, brother of Master Chad, and son of original God Alpha Master Dino. YES! They’re still around and still ruling the world together!

I’ve heard from Master Dean, and he’s extremely impressed with Master Lucas. Under Master Dean’s tutelage, Master Lucas will absolutely flourish and become even greater than he could ever hope to be alone!

I’m humbly grateful to be witness to this incredible event, the rise of a new God Alpha King!

The following post is part of a thread chronicling the rise of a 15-year-old Alpha named Lucas, and his extraordinary mother Sophie as she attempts to raise a King. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

NOTE: The following testimony is written by Alpha Lucas, who is 15 years old. This is published with the written permission of his Mother, Sophie. So whiners and keyboard warriors: FUCK OFF.

In the annals of the nine years of this site, there has never been a young Alpha so sure of his Kingship as 15-year-old Alpha Lucas. The only real analogue is Master Dean, who claimed his faggot twin brother at a similar age. I’ve covered some distant memories of situations similar to this.

But Alpha Lucas’s story is remarkably unique not only because of his vast power at that age, but also because he has his mother Sophie completely onboard as the Queen who desires to raise her son as the God Alpha she knows he is.

Alpha Lucas recently wrote directly to me through his mother’s monitored email, to make introduction to me as well as make a declaration of his arrival on the Hierarchical scene. That arrival feels like the arrival of the asteroid that collided with the Earth and killed the dinosaurs. A monumental thing.

Here’s what Alpha Lucas said:

Hi inferior,

I’m Alpha Lucas. Mom is okay with me writing to you on her email. We both listened to your podcast about me and I loved it! We all agree that I’m at least an Apex Alpha, if not more. I love ordering people around and seeing them get busy to please me. Bring me this, carry me that, give me something, massage me, kiss my feet. What I love the most is when other boys at first dislike me and resist me, and end up submitting. That’s so good to see them give up and admit my superiority! I was born to be served. My dream is to have many menservants and maidservants at my beck and call, completely focused on my comfort and my happiness as their only aim. I used to think everyone dreamed of that, but I have found out many buddies actually like to be servants and that they enjoy submitting to me! So, as you said, it’s just a win-win for everyone.

Anyway, I was intrigued by what you said about protector Alphas and destroyer Alphas. I want to be a protector Alpha. That’s how it started with my best friend when we were kids. I defended him by kicking the shit out of the bastards who beat him up. Since then, he follows me everywhere and does everything I tell him. I love that. He’s a good pal and I don’t want anything bad happening to him. But I’m wondering. When my servants kiss my feet, or even just kneel, or simply call me “my prince” or “master”, I feel a wave of energy rise within me. I feel a rush that I don’t quite understand. I don’t know exactly what I want but I feel like I want to hit them, tackle them to the ground, make them beg. Are these the impulses of a destroyer Alpha? Should I worry about this? How do protector Alphas treat their inferiors? I don’t want to hurt them, but in a way I also want to. It’s complicated.

I have no idea how a young Alpha can already have a deep desire to own multiple servants all submitting and serving him. Can this really be an inborn thing? It’s so startling to read those desires from him. It’s like looking into a black hole only to find it looking back at you with a hungry, predatorial look in its eyes!

Tempering that is Alpha Lucas’s expressed hope and desire to become a Protector Alpha. That’s meaningful and admirable. I’m excited to see how he develops that!

Then Alpha Lucas shared a recent experience that showed off how he’s dealing with the Protector and Destroyer sides of his Alpha personality.

I appreciate your answer. I like the challenge of having to manage all my superior male impulses and learn to channel them into being the protector I want to be. Yesterday, I met a fellow boy I challenged to a fight, just for fun. When I pinned him to the ground, I told him “If I wanted to, I could smash your face in and hurt you a lot”. He begged me. I told him I’d spare him if he’d admit that I was the strongest and that I was his master. He complied. I loved the feeling. I helped him up and hugged him. I don’t know if this is something alphas do with their inferiors, but it came naturally to me. That evening, I invited him home to play video games and watch TV. He sat down by himself on the floor at my feet. When he approached the coffee table, I put my feet on his shoulders, like a footrest. He didn’t flinch. I think I’ll make him lick my feet often!

I had a question to ask you, after your e-mail. You dispute that my childhood friend is my friend. Is the master-servant relationship really incompatible with friendship? I still like hanging out with him and I mean him well. Even if I like to boss him around, and he likes to obey me. But I’m not going to kill him and eat him like the farmer does his animals, I’m still going to have fun with him. We just both know our places: I’m the superior one, he’s the inferior, I command, he serves.

With these kinds of experiences and the knowledge he’s rapidly gaining through this site, Alpha Lucas is really beginning to see the real truth of his destined place in Hierarchy:

Yeah, I’m totally in to think of my closest subs as my dogs: my friendly and loyal servants. I’m not looking for equal relationship anyway. The only relationships I know are the ones where I have the power. I most definitely agree that my classmates are all inferiors to me. I’m not one of the leaders of my class: I’m the only one leader. That is why I’m interested by your telling about Alpha pack of Alpha brothers who are “on my level”. I have yet to met a guy I think of as being “on my level”, but I guss there might be some out there. If I remember your diagram, there is hierarchy even among Alphas. I’m pretty sure I’m an Apex if not a God Alpha so if and when I met Alpha brothers, I’ll be a leader. So, even they won’t really be my equals, right?

You see? He understands that he is ascending to the highest heights of Hierarchy!

To that end, I decided to introduce him to Master Dean. Even though Master Dean is weighed down with a lot of personal stuff right now, he graciously decided to heed my call and mentor Alpha Lucas (who is only a couple of years younger). Master Dean in an exceptional teacher, wise beyond his years, and I have no doubt that many of Alpha Lucas’s questions will receive the right answers!

I just wish there was some way I could really describe the unending reign of power and worship I foresee in Alpha Lucas! But I think he’s finally starting to see it for himself!