Hey Sam! Hope you’re doing well in these crazy times. I’ve been following your page for a pretty long tome now, discovered it in my early teens while I was still trying to figure myself out. It’s been a weird journey of identity crises and questioning but I think I have come to a pretty nice conclusion, at least for now. at 17 I met my boyfriend, we dated until I was 18 and I broke up with him. I was unsure of what I wanted and how I wanted to live my life and I didn’t want to lead him on only to break his heart down the line after years of relationship. Only a few months after the breakup we started seeing eachother as friends with benefits, as I still wanted to be of service to him, and one thing lead to another, we’re back together and honestly stronger than ever. In the time spent apart I had a little slutty moment but quickly learned that I did in fact want to be in a monogamous relationship with one man, and that turns out to be him. He is perfect, deeply caring and in love with me but also quite dominant with a sadistic streak. Slowly we’ve been working on power dynamic in which he is the leader. I have been locked for two months after which he has decided to make me cum, but I am back in my cage now. We have had some serious conversations about our relationship and the way we want to move forward. We want to work on me becoming his slave and him my master. I feel a deep need to give up all control to him and become his property.
Now, we know that doesn’t happen overnight and we want to take small but steady steps in the direction of total power exchange. My question would be how to do that. I would be really happy if you could give me some sources, books or just general advice.
I have read the posts here and I’ve found that most of them focus on something a bit different, but I am not sure where to look for something more specific to our situation. We are still boyfriends and in a very loving relationship, but we do not wish to be equals. I want him to be my absolute leader and he wants me to be completely obedient to him. I honestly just need some serious advice, that goes beyond just sexy role playing and encompasses power exchange as a life style.
Thank you for the great work you’ve been doing helping boys and men like us find our true place in the male hierarchy. I’m really looking forward to your response!
Brother, thank you for writing!
Congratulations on finding a complementary Master who has compatible interests with you in the TPE (Total Power Exchange) subgenre! That’s often the hardest part!
While it’s true that this site doesn’t deal with extreme versions of TPE, there have certainly been examples featured here. Most notably, the column fag Zack writes about his enslavement to Master Declan (who definitely love each other). You can read that by following the link in the right sidebar. Occasionally I’ll come across an extreme case of deep slavery, like the faggot slave Tim from the days of FWA.
TPE is featured here on occasion. You just need to know where to look!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the ascension of a straight Alpha named Mike who has taken ownership of his first faggot named Benjamin. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
It’s been a long time since we’ve heard from Master Mike (last update in May 2025). When we last heard from him, Master Mike had rescued his first faggot, a former friend named Benji, from a bad situation and truly cemented his ownership of him.
Even from the beginning of my involvement with Master Mike’s story, I could sense truly limitless power in him. The real test going forward would be whether Master Mike would remain satisfied and complacent with Benji’s service, or if he would use this new power he unlocked to build a Kingdom worthy of a God Alpha.
Well I’m glad to tell you he chose the latter!
Right faggot,
Good to hear from you. I know I stopped sending too many updates but it has progressed well. Benji is now my full time housefag and pet. It moved in middle of last year and since then has gone from a room to a cupboard to selling most of its belongings and sleeping in a cage built into my bed. It asks permission to do anything from going to the toilet to worshipping my feet and everything in between. It takes care of all the chores and is fully trained in sexual service how I like it. It is still working and actually earned a promotion. Its wages go into a bank account I set up. I put 25% into an account for it which I don’t have access to in case our situation changes but it does have to ask permission to use the card for this account. The rest goes into my account and I can give it money to use for groceries etc. It is great having a fag do everything for me domestically and sexually and pay me £45k a year for the privilege.
I have had some customisations done on my fag as is my right with my property. A couple of tattoos labelling it as a fag and my property are now shown on his ass and above his fagclit. Laser removal means no hair blow the neck will be found which makes its cage stand out and its cunt much smoother and enjoyable to fuck. I have also had its tongue and nipples pierced. I like the feeling of the tongue piercing when it is worshipping my godcock and the nipple piercings really amplify its already very sensitive fagtits which make the great for controlling your fags. Punishment and reward can both be linked to these although to its credit Benji gets more reward than actual punishment outside of the weekly maintenance disciplines and the occasional use for catharsis on my part.
It has been enrolled on an evening course alongside the other pack fags to learn proper sports massage techniques to better serve me and the other Alphas. We have 3 more fags now and 5 members of my team regularly make use of them. 3 of these guys (Callum, Ewan and Ian) are around my age of 30 and are all straight with girlfriends at home but love getting free unlimited access to blowjobs and anal as well as an outlet for some of their rough fantasies. Alan is 42 and recently divorced. He is bi and is a bit of a sadist but he keeps his hands off Benji so that is fine. Last up is Colin who is 50. He doesnt play with the team anymore but is still always around. He is straight and single. He is a gentler hand with the fags and is protective but still enjoys using them frequently.
Fag tommy is 18 and a full twink. I found it a week after its 18th birthday looking to try out dom/sub and invited it over. It left with a cage on its cock and has made good progress over the last 6 months. I cunted it myself and it is now a free use fag for the pack. We have decided to make it a gaped fag and are slowly increasing the size we stretch its hole to. It is getting used to being fisted at our whims and over Christmas I spent an evening and 2 bottles of lube getting my whole right foot in its cunt while it licked my other foot. About 2 months into its service tommy moved out from his parents and into Colins house as its mother didn’t approve and I gave it the choice of her or the pack.
Fag sean is 35 with a dadbod who we added to the stable about 4 months ago. It was in an unhappy relationship and when offered it jumped at the chance to leave its boyfriend serve an alpha pack. It primarily serves as our gym fag. It accompanies us to the gym and holds our bottles or loads weights or anything else we want. It tried to get out of sucking cock initially as it doesn’t enjoy the act but we corrected its behaviour quickly. We are also correcting a major physical defect with this fag where its fagclit was around 7 inches when excited. So far it is in a 2 inch cage and shrinkage is noticeable which is good. We enjoy making sure to check this regularly in the gym showers and saunas.
Last is footstool. It is unemployed so we moved it into fag sean’s flat where we have access to it at any time. Footstool is a disgusting little faggot. It is about 5 ft 2 when standing like a person and weighs somewhere around 250lbs with no muscle. Callum is the one who found it at the gym trying to get rid of the fat. He managed to convince footstool to give up as he would never have a body like Callums or mine. We now make sure to feed footstool up nicely and its fat is a very comfortable place to rest your feet while watching TV.
I make use of them all domestically and reward them with my feet occasionally. Other than the initial cunting of tommy I exclusively use Benji though, and Benji is only mine to use. The other Alphas are very respectful of this and Benji is very comfortable serving them in non-sexual ways however. The other Alphas do seem happy to share the other fags too without getting too territorial which surprised me. I would rip a man to shreds if he went after Benji. I suppose this is what separates an Alpha from a God Alpha?
Breathtaking, isn’t it???
The dramatic expansion of both his fag stable and his Alpha pack indicate something has changed deep within Master Mike. This is an unchecked, unchallenged flex of God Alpha power unlike anything I’ve witnessed since the legendary days of Master Jase.
The cage bed was (of course) particularly interesting to me, as well as the financial arrangement Master Mike has in place with Benji (puny cashmasters on X have no idea about power at this level).
Master Mike asked me about what makes a God Alpha. Well, the way his Alpha pack obeys his rules and respects his wishes is one sure sign of God Alpha power!
But after I asked a few follow-up questions, Master Mike generously provided more information.
The holiday we returned from today was a trip to the cabin we went to last year where benji confessed its feelings (with your help. A little way to celebrate the 1 year “fagaversary”.
It feels great to be the King. And the lads in the pack are all great Alphas in their own right. Fags and females are all helpless against us especially when we are all together.
Benji is perfect. It improves my life more than I can tell you. My kids love having benji around and there is definitely a connection I feel. Somewhere between pet and spouse honestly. I will care for and protect benji and he will serve and worship me.
I saw the beds online or rather benji showed me as a hint. For its birthday last year I paid for the laser hair removal, nipple piercings and I built a version of the bed myself. Custom beds are pretty expensive and I am very good with my hands although it isnt usually wood as I am an electrician. It has a 3 ft wide, 6 ft long and 2 ft tall cage built into the base which is about half the bed but runs up the center. The edges on either side are used for storage so are solid. Means it is plenty of space for benji but it feels very tightly enclosed in their. One gate at the foot of the bed which latches closed and can be locked but isnt currently as it is such a good faggot. I have permitted benji 2 pillows for good behaviour and it has used some of its money to buy a very nice blanket. I did benji a favour of using that blanket to wipe up all my sweat during gym sessions for 2 weeks before putting it in benjis cage. I wanted the cage to feel like a comforting fag nest.
I think a fully self aware faggot like you would enjoy the experience of being kept in one. Especially after a long day of serving a pack of horny power-hungry Alphas.
Benji does stay in the cage while women are over. It is under strict instructions to stay quiet while Master is playing. That said I suspect benji is playing with its pussy while I am fucking women although I have no proof. I have given it a few precautionary punishments for this but might have to keep it plugged when not in use.
You are right about the women coming and going. I managed to fuck 12 women in December and that is with trips to see family and a busy work load too. But benji gets the majority of my loads. For every one I pump into some bitch’s loose cunt I put at least 3 into either of benjis holes. Honestly it is less stressful not having to worry about pregnancies.
This second update is really special because it highlights the true and loving bond that can develop between a straight Alpha and his loyal faggot. I love how Master Mike described his feelings for Benji as “somewhere between a pet and a spouse”! As former friends, they had a natural affection. But now that they’ve both embraced their true roles, their bond is deeper and more honest!
And what a special gift Master Mike gave Benji by soaking Benji’s blanket with two weeks of his sweat! No doubt Benji felt so safe while wrapped in his Master’s pheromones!
I figured Master Mike allowed Benji the privilege of being in the cage under the bed while he fucked females. From experience I can tell you that faggots experience a sense of awe and euphoria listening to (or watching) their Masters fuck women or faggots. Straight Alphas are so magnificent when they’re following their instinct to breed, something a faggot cannot ever do. Allowing Benji to experience that only reinforces their Hierarchical difference.
But still, Master Mike demonstrates his care for Benji by pumping more loads into him than these females. Master Mike knows faggots like Benji need the powerful Alpha cum sloshing around in his balls in order to maintain their perpetual subspace.
It’s shocking to me how much more powerful Master Mike has become since the last time we talked! It’s like someone unplugged the dam holding back the infinite hierarchical power within him, and now that dam has broken wide open!
I knew Master Mike was ascending, but now he has fully transformed into the God Alpha he was born to be!
