Hello sam,

My name is rick and I’m a Scottish faggot – well, kinda! Which is the question!

I love being a faggot a serving Doms, domesticatally, sexually, as a taxi, however I can, but, sometimes I get exhausted with it all and need a “break”. These can last a few days or a few weeks, and I always come back to it, and there’s a few Dom/Alpha guys I know who are pretty understanding and are happy to let me return, but I guess I am asking a) is this normal, and b) how can I avoid “faggot burnout” if that’s a thing?!

Thank you for the excellent question!

Faggot burnout is absolutely a thing, and it’s something I had planned for a post on this site … but you beat me to it! Anyway, this might be a good way to start that conversation.

It’s only natural to be overwhelmed when you have an Alpha (or Alphas) you’re serving consistently. Life is difficult enough as it is without an Alpha always demanding service of some kind. I remember there was an Alpha I was serving regularly several years ago as his on-call cocksucker. He would show up at my place at odd hours of the day unexpectedly and demand a few hours of oral service. My schedule at that time simply didn’t accommodate that arrangement easily. I felt worn-out and constantly in dread of his surprise mouth inspections.

But do you want to know when I didn’t experience “faggot burnout”? When I was OWNED as an in-house faggot! In that situation, a faggot slips into what I’ve called “perpetual subspace”. In perpetual subspace, a faggot loses itself in the constant work of service and worship, receiving in return the fulfillment of purpose so profound that it makes everything else disappear. I liken it to the joy a mother feels when she’s finally delivered her baby, the pain and struggle of the previous nine months and the pain of childbirth instantly disappearing.

I realize that being owned as an in-house faggot isn’t always possible, but it should always be the goal in order to experience that bliss.

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Hi Sam, I am 18 years old and cannot find and alpha masters in my area how do I find some?

Thank you for the question!

You mean to tell me you just went through high school and couldn’t find an Alpha there?? High schools are jam-packed with horny Alphas eager to do anything just to pump a load into something. Same with college Alphas.

You need to start and end there in school. They’re swimming all around you … put some bait in the water and catch them!

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Hi sam,

During your lifetime of service, how much variance have you encountered in alpha scent? I’ve only served 2 straight alphas, and the first had a scent that was like heroin. It was a rich, deep fragrance that punched you in the face. My current alpha smells incredible, but it’s a much cleaner, lighter fragrance. It’s like something that runs in the background and slowly pulls you in and gets you drunk.

Are these differences normal? Are they just random biological quirks, or have you found that certain scents correlate with certain personality traits or levels in hierarchy? Tell me everything.

Thank you so much for this question!

Alpha scents is one of my very favorite topics, and it’s something I’ve delved into deeply and with much gusto. The reason why I’m so fascinated by Alpha pheromones is because I’ve been hypnotized by them most of my life!

There are certainly some variables affecting Alpha pheromones. Health, age, and diet are three obvious ones. But all things being equal, every Alpha has a unique pheromone “signature” that is a natural aphrodisiac to submissives (who have the receptors for those pheromones) like female and faggots. Science seems remarkably confused and splintered over the importance of Alpha pheromones, yet in my studies I’ve found plenty of information strongly indicating that these pheromones have tremendous power over these subs.

Just like you, I noticed very distinct differences between the Alphas I’ve served. For instance, black Alphas have an earthier, bitter (in a good way) scent. The Masters who owned me each had their own distinct scents; Master Aaron’s was the sweetest, a clean, almost fruity smell, while Master Chris had a sweet scent, but sharper and piercing. Master Steve (who was a bit older) was gym-like, but warm like good cigar smoke.

Each and every one imprinted on me. When I smell pheromones in a group of Men, I’m constantly flashing back to my former Owners. It’s almost tormenting. These Alphas are gone from my life, yet they still own me in a sadly hollow way.

But I wouldn’t change a thing, except one: to sniff their armpits just one more time!

Thanks for indulging me these memories!

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Hi Sam, I’m turning to you with a question because I don’t know who else to turn to. I’m 25 years old and from the Czech Republic (Ostrava, the third largest city). I’m looking for a dominant Alpha man (preferably heterosexual) to serve. I love foot fetish so I’d rather serve an Alpha at his feet, but I also want to serve him in general. Unfortunately, I haven’t been able to find an Alpha for several years. I’ve tried erotic dating sites, classifieds, Grindr, Recon, Reddit. Lately I’ve been desperate and I’ve even tried Tinder where I tried (under fake settings) to find a dominant hetero Alpha. That was unsuccessful. Then I tried to think about who I know from my surroundings who could be an Alpha and then I approached him via Instagram (my anonymous foot fetish Instagram. And that’s because I’m not out at home). This strategy eventually backfired and I tried approaching random guys based on what I thought might be Alphas (I know it’s a bad and rude thing to do). As a result, I got banned from Instagram and I couldn’t find an Alpha.
So I’m asking you, is there any way to find an Alpha that I could serve?

Brother, thank you for the question!

I know this is a common issue for faggots, but it really sounds like you’ve exhausted every angle. I feel your frustration!

It doesn’t sound like you’ve actually tried to approach an Alpha you know in real life for service. Yes, you said you approached an real life Alpha, but through Instagram. However, there’s a lot of suspicion about people offering service without money involved. I think if you just engaged with an Alpha in real life and explained hierarchy in plain terms, you might have better success. Also, you can use my “Letter To An Alpha” in the right sidebar to assist you with that.

Also, you might think about joining my free Discord (link on the LINKS page) and searching the Czech Republic channel.

I know it’s frustrating, but if you remain alert in your day-to-day life, I know you will find success!

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