Yo my knowledge, I was the first person online to define and elevate awareness of the phenomenon of cunting. I remember when I first wrote about it in 2015 on the first itineration of this site on Tumblr. People went CRAZY, and a million questions poured in. It remains one of this site’s defining achievements, so much so that it has its own dedicated page.

But there is another phenomenon somewhat related to cunting that is commonly referred to as a faggasm. Unlike cunting (which is largely an internal, female-like orgasm), a faggasm often involves an ejaculation of sorts that is often hands-free.

My brother Joe wrote in today about his experience with having a faggasm, so I thought it would be fitting to tackle this little-known phenomenon.

I’m faggot joe. I’ve written before and you have given me incredible advice. Thanks for that! More importantly thank you for all you do to educate about the ways things are. I am a middle aged male who denied his true identity for years, pretending to be a straight man, fucking women. Then I found your content and you helped me accept my true self, a faggot. And i went from a guy in denial to a proud faggot. You helped me accept my role as someone who wants to give pleasure to real men, and to find joy in it. I’ll never forget my first real long term Alpha who early on, recorded the happiness on my face just from being shown his cock in a video chat and how that was beautiful evidence of what truly makes me happy.

I’m writing today sam because I had a breakthrough with having a sissygasm. I’ve trained myself very well to be limp when I serve, and when I get fucked. Honestly it seems like my dicklet’s natural state. My life doesn’t lend itself to being locked up. But I always keep my penis in a jock and hidden from view or attention when I am fulfilling my faggot purpose (unless the Alpha wants it in view for some reason). My tiny dick is a reason for being a faggot I think, or just a physical manifestation of my inferiority as a man. It’s laughable to think I could ever top or even want to. I never cum now when having sex. Sometimes the Aloha I’m serving will ask me to jack off afterwards. So always obey. Often I’ll masturbate sometime afterwards on my own. Once during the first overnight I had with with my then long time alpha I slipped under the covers at first light and began worshipping his beautiful cock, waking him up as his cock responded to my wet lips mouth and tongue. His first words to me were “you are such a faggot” as he chuckled and enjoyed my work. He put me in such a glorious subspace my orgasm burst out of me mid cocksucking. I ignored it of course and brought him to completion but it felt so good!

I’ve been working on having a more proper “sissygasm” meaning not coming from stimulating my dicklet like a man’s penis. I’m still chasing the hands free orgasm from being fucked (and I hope it will happen someday but hasn’t yet).

I have a small penis that is uncut with a lot of foreskin. Thanks to that when my dick is limp I can stimulate just the foreskin as if it was a clit, and still have it be limp. I love that I stay limp when getting fucked and even now as I attempt to masterbate when alone. Part of the work is to put myself as deep as possible into subspace, a concept I learned of course from you. A faggot’s erogenous zones are mouth, asscunt, and most important, brain. Because of my anatomy I think I also get the bonus of clitty thanks to that foreskin. I hope to have it in a fufu clip soon so I can present it as a true clitty to any Alphas who may be pleased by that.

So, here’s what happened. I’ve gone 7 weeks without an orgasm since I was trying to have one without treating my dicklet like a cock (no stroking, jacking etc. that’s for real men). I felt like if I didn’t empty my prostate soon I would be in trouble. I don’t think it’s healthy to let that happen.

Finally last night, I was in deep subspace, immersed in all the wonderful content you provide and just focusing in my head about all that faggotry entails. I was focusing intently on the service I’ve been privileged to give Alphas since I took the plunge to accept my true self, while lightly stimulating my flacid clitty as if it was a woman’s clit. AND IT HAPPENED! i suddenly felt like I needed to pee and then huge spurts of fluid came out of me that was far more like a women’s orgasm then anything resembling what comes from a man when he cums. It was very wet and opaque (no pee). There was so much! And it wasn’t thick and strong like a man’s cum. Didn’t taste like what used to come out of me when I was a pretend pretend straight.

sam, this feels momentous to me, like I had my first faggot gasm. Love turned the page to a new way of being.

Of course now the dream is to have this happen while I’m getting fucked by an Alpha, especially if it is pleasing to him.

I have YOU to thank for all of this, sam. Your guidance has brought me here. Thank you.

Thank you so much for this letter, brother!!

It’s wondrous, isn’t it? As your experience shows, subspace and our mental conditioning helps us to deepen our experiences as faggots, and helps us to achieve more intense physical and emotional pleasures that anyone could imagine!

The faggasm is a bit different than true cunting, but I don’t think it’s a lesser experience. I don’t talk about this as much here because I consider it a form of masturbation, albeit a beneficial form that actually trains us to focus on other aspects of faggot pleasure.

The first time I achieved something like this was within the first year my embracing of my faghood (ages 17-18). I was serving Master Roger and masturbating when alone. However, there was a sense of shame about this practice (I was too young to connect the dots as to why I felt that way), so I began to learn to focus my mind deeply on the pleasure of having Master Roger’s cock in my throat. The more I thought about the feel, smell, and taste of his cock, the deeper I descended into subspace and the more my internal muscles contracted with urgency. I focused on those intensifying feelings without touching myself at all.

Suddenly I had something similar happen, this gush of fluid that was neither pee nor cum. I believe it was seminal fluid. But the feeling it caused within me when it happened didn’t feel like the kind of orgasms I had when I jacked off in a normal way. It was deeper within me … and it startled me.

Faggasms are tied directly into our intentionally-directed thoughts/feelings about service. This is unlike a cunting, which is purely involuntary and a direct result of physical stimulation. Again, that doesn’t diminish its importance! In fact, I find the topic fascinating and poorly understood when it relates to fags like us.

I do think clever Masters could use faggasm-induction as a way to train their faggots and/or provide their fags some non-masturbatory relief. However, most Masters don’t truly understand how to apply it.

I’m really proud of you and happy for you, brother! It tells me a lot about you that you’re actively seeking to deepen and improve your dedication to the craft of faggotry! It is definitely a craft/skill! The best faggots are constantly searching for ways to improve so they can be of greater service to their superiors!

SIDE NOTE: I’ve been working my tail off for ten years, every day teaching these hierarchical truths to you all. If you have benefitted from my work, please think about helping me out so I might continue! I have a Patreon (link on the LINKS page), CashApp, PayPal, and Throne. Sweet words of thanks are nice, but a gift is nice as well!

Love,

sam the faggot

The following post is part of a thread detailing the admission and submission of a new faggot named Ben to a teen Destroyer Alpha named Grayson. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

When dominant teen Alpha Grayson first took control of Ben the faggot, his aggression led him to act like a Destroyer Alpha with Ben. In fact, I originally warned Ben about getting in too deep with Master Grayson, because I hate seeing young fags fall prey to these hurtful, unforgiving, and undisciplined Alphas.

But Ben stuck with Master Grayson, and much to my pleasant surprise, Master Grayson began to change!

It’s not to say that Master Grayson has eliminated all of his Destroyer tendencies, but he has gotten much better. As I’ve said many times here, all Alphas have Protector and Destroyer tendencies within them during their teen years. It’s a pitched battle between these forces during their youth as an Alpha tries to navigate and understand what kind of Alpha he wants to be.

It looks like Master Grayson is choosing the better path!

Ben has sent an update after quite a long time, but it’s encouraging!

It’s been a long time since I’ve written bc I unfortunately couldn’t find ur X for a time but I wanted to provide an update to serving Grayson.

Since the last time I wrote it’s been relatively good serving him still but there have been a few developments that still have me in a limbo of sorts with Grayson. Since we’ve basically lived together a while now with me serving as basically his in apartment slave I’ve been quite happy waking up everyday and serving him and seeing him somehow get hotter and stronger has made me want to serve him even better. It’s almost a daily occurance now that I see him shirtless or in a towel from the shower yet each time I do my knees get weak and I feel the need to serve so bad and he’s definitely made use of me as I used to give him head almost everyday. However, he recently got a girlfriend recently and my use to him sexual wise has diminished and while I know I can’t compete with her it still feels demeaning and he hasn’t told her about me.

Furthermore, he’s grown more controlling and bold besides the apps monitoring and everything I’m a little scared I might be locked into semi permanent chastity. Before I was open to trying it but he agreed to let me do it on a week on week off basis anda biweekly basis but I’ve now been locked for 1.5 months and he’s refusing to give me the key. Previously despite serving Grayson I still was occasionally able to have my fun and top other guys with his permission but now all that is taken away and I’m scared he won’t ever let me out especially since I haven’t been able to get the same pleasure in serving him sexually either. This has come along with him taking most of my nice clothes in my wardrobe for himself and he’s been replacing them with more feminizing things like thongs briefs and jock straps I am forced to wear now and he went even as far one time making me kiss is shoe in a parking lot in public to prove his ownership in a way. A lot of the things I know he wants to push me out of my comfort zone but it feels so demeaning especially anything in public scared me and he still made me do it.

Even then I can’t deny how helpful Grayson has been to me in helping me grow as a person as he’s encouraged me and even got to the gym with me to help me grow stronger and even helped give me a push to apply for grad school. It feels like this balance of positive actions and just extreme degradation all the time that I can’t quite solve.

During some of these moments I’ve been talking to Ethan again who does make sure I’m still obedient to him and Grayson but has been consistently kind throughout everything even from the beginning and has in a way allowed me to give him head too and fill I guess a gap that I’ve been missing consistently. It feels strange but sometimes Ethan’s comfort makes me swell with a sort of emotion that makes me think I really like him but I know a relationship like boyfriend wise probably won’t happen due to a multitude of factors but also just the premise of me serving Grayson. I’m just in limbo right now I know my situation is great and I shouldn’t complain serving someone as hot and dominant as Grayson but the whiplash of serving him and I guess also confronting that I would be his slave for life locked up forever is daunting especially when Ethan has been so much kinder to me and is also an alpha. I know I’ve gone this can’t choose before already and can’t go back but I can’t deny I’ve developed feelings in a way for Ethan that I know shouldn’t have gone through and I’m unsure if I should tell him and how I can even begin to talk to Grayson about hoping to serve him more bc I know I don’t have a right to challenge his gf.

It’s great that Master Grayson is pushing chastity as hard as he is. I know that Ben doesn’t care for it, but what Master Grayson is teaching Ben is acceptance and obedience. This is frankly quite advanced for a new straight Alpha owning a faggot for the first time! It’s also impressive how Master Grayson is shaping his faggot through insistence on workouts and other life improvements. Again, surprisingly thoughtful!

Ben’s insistence on focusing on Master Ethan is a bit frustrating given that he belongs to Master Grayson. I’m wondering if Ben yearns for Master Ethan because Master Ethan is more lenient. If so, that’s a mistake. Through Master Grayson’s firm training, Ben will become a much better faggot.

And Master Grayson is bending to accommodate his faggot’s needs, too. He’s now allowing Ben to suck his dick (and presumably swallow his loads), which he doesn’t need to do but is giving that privilege to Ben. Any faggot should be proud and grateful to be used that way by a straight Alpha!

I hope Ben rethinks some of his recent positions. Master Ethan is not around, Master Grayson is. Often, we allow our minds to create scenarios that are not real, making the grass greener on the other side of the fence. But Master Grayson is becoming a greater Alpha and Master because of Ben’s submission, making Ben’s submission that much more valuable!

So stay the course, Ben!