Hey fag Sam. I don’t know if you’ve already covered this but I might be at my ropes end and looking for some advice.
I’m a faggot. I accept it. I live out hierarchy. However hierarchy to me is also includes big dick worship. It’s hard for me to see someone with a small or average dick as superior to me or others. I’ve served some average cocks with inflated egos but over time the urge to serve dies down on my part if they don’t keep that ego up. I can inflate it all I want to but an act is an act and I can’t help an Alpha if he’s acting.
I’m experiencing that currently. An Alpha I serve has been taking pictures of himself and his cock but never a full body one. Never one connected to his face. Recently he sent a photo and I can tell his dick is average or even my size.
Its a pattern I’ve been noticing of average dicked Alphas vs big dicked Alphas. A big dick Alpha won’t be afraid to show off their body, their cock, all of themselves to show their hierarchy status, no matter what they look like. However average dicked Alphas will hide or play camera tricks to give the illusion of a big cock. Its becoming self evident to me that if an Alpha has to lie about his cock, that’s not an Alpha. I know there can be different circumstances where they are average and Alpha, but insecurity to the point of fabrication doesn’t sit well with me.
The Alpha I serve has been on the life for over 20+ years. He can be very alluring but then sends cock pics and it just breaks the vibe/scene. Am I a bad faggot or am I not listening to my instincts? Thank you for your time.
Thank you for writing, my brother!
This issue is an ongoing one on this site and across my social media. As a faggot who has never focused on dick size as a defining Alpha characteristic, I think I’ve made my position clear enough.
However, I DO understand your frustration regarding Alphas and dick size.
Yes, huge, heavy dicks owned by aggressive, dominant Men are quite breathtaking and cause immediate awe and submission in most people, but especially faggots. There’s no argument here.
But I just don’t believe we can judge a Man’s Alphahood based on physical characteristics he can’t control. So much of what makes a Man an Alpha comes from what is inside him that pinning the essence of a Man on a genetic lottery at birth seems random and wrong.
This is why I’m more prone to question the Alphahood of a fat slob. Would any true Alpha not care about the physical attributes he CAN control? How can a Man simply dismiss the way his physicality reflects his Alphahood?
But here’s the part of your question I really agree with completely: no Man can be an Alpha if he’s misrepresenting himself or creating a fake persona online. There’s simply no way to accept such a person as Alpha, and every faggot should reject them completely. Not only is such behavior NOT Alpha, but it’s also NOT MANLY OR RESPECTABLE.
As a side note, I’d like to reiterate that this is why I don’t search for Masters online. If I encounter an Alpha I want to serve in real life, then I make my move. That way, I see his Alphahood in action socially and KNOW FOR SURE what he is … making his penis size a secondary or nonexistent issue. You see how that works?
So you don’t need to feel bad about rejecting some of these insecure pretenders bothering you. It doesn’t make you a bad fag, brother … but rather, a wise one!
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