Master Grayson’s Plan Bears Fruit
The following post is part of a thread detailing the admission and submission of a new faggot named Ben to a teen Destroyer Alpha named Grayson. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I have a hard time handling the story of Ben the faggot and Master Grayson, the Destroyer Alpha Ben is serving. Part of me wants to encourage Ben to run from this Alpha who is constantly scheming and manipulating Ben’s life in mostly destructive ways.
But it seems pretty clear that Ben is somehow caught up like the proverbial fly in a spider’s web, except in this case the fly actually kind of likes being trapped.
The last time Ben wrote in with an update, Master Grayson seemed to change his tactics a little bit, focusing more on teaching rather than pure malevolence. Now Ben returns with an update that might indicate a method to Master Grayson’s madness.
It’s been a while since my last update and I have a lot to talk about. I mentioned last time that Grayson had downloaded a monitoring app on my phone and it had made it difficult to write these messages in secret since he can monitor my screen so I have resorted to writing these secretly at work. I wish I could upload photos to show you but I don’t know where to share them without giving out my information. His control has taken over further and I’m subjected to screen time limits and since I need my phone for work I have to finish “tasks” he gives for me to raise my screen time such as sucking him off, wedging myself, or putting on panties. Most of it so humiliating but I have to do it to use my phone but one of the different ones is going to the gym unlocks more time for me and I’ve seen myself actually tone up a bit. He’s even helped me actually become more focused at work and my craft with my restriction to different apps and everything is so strange like I’m somehow improving myself but I’m still subject to his humiliation and it’s driving me insane how productive but also degrading serving him has been.
You might also be wondering what happened to other alpha I was serving and to that degree Grayson has completely cut me off and they work in tandem now if I ever seek any other alpha besides Grayson I get punished. It’s really been demeaning and restricting to me, yet despite all of it sometimes I wake up on the floor of my apartment to serve Grayson and it feels right? Two things stood out to me that made me realize my predicament. The first was when I was serving Grayson and his friends at his house and one of them asked me “how are you so obedient” and without even thinking the words “because I’m here to please him” left my mouth without thinking like it was natural. While the second was I started dreaming, yes dreaming, about being chastity and just sucking his cock when previously I swore to myself chastity was something I wouldn’t do.
I thought my first interactions were conflicting but now I’m even more conflicted and don’t necessarily know how to approach such a convo with him and also really submit myself further. But one thing stands true which is his cock is genuinely unmatched. I’ve tried having up sex other people, fucking or giving head secretly but none of them really makes me act up the way he does. To reference your term you said about him being a “destroyer alpha” sometimes it feels like he is but others it feels like he’s also helping me become better just a very weird experience.
I’m starting to see some of the evil genius of Master Grayson’s methodology in training his faggots. Some of his harsher early steps in training Ben have focused into very specific, goal-oriented plans designed to improve Ben’s overall life.
You see, I think Master Grayson saw the excellent potential Ben had as a faggot, that he was naturally talented and service-oriented. However, Ben had tendencies that needed to be targeted and tweaked.
And as Ben says here, there are definite improvements because of it.
Sometimes a Master becomes something akin to a personal trainer, pushing his faggot so that it achieves maximum potential. My Master Aaron did that for me back in the day, encouraging me to work out like he did so I could reshape my body into one more enjoyable for him. Some Masters like to have that level of control.
Master Grayson’s methods are extreme, but it’s producing beautiful fruit!
Whereas I initially labeled Master Grayson a Destroyer Alpha, he might be more properly a Protector Alpha with a harsh training program. He understands that muscles must be destroyed before rebuilding into even stronger versions of themselves.
Ben is stronger than he was. And a better faggot, too! All because of Master Grayson’s tough love!
