An Update

Avi again!

So, as mentioned before today was my 21st birthday, and the Alpha who cunted me properly that I mentioned before, decided to bitch me again as a birthday gift.

He forced me to my knees and utterly wrecked my throat as he fucked my face.

Then he threw me on the bed once I was properly deep in subspace.

He slammed his cock into my pussy, and fucked me for an hour straight. Over the course of that hour, I fell deeper into subspace, and he went deeper into my pussy than anything ever has, and I saw stars, I trembled, I screamed, I moaned, and I came over and over and over again. And the Void in me was temporarily filled. And each time he came in my cunt, (about 6 times) I came even harder, and at some point my entire body trembled violently and I blacked out.

But after it was all over, I felt more submissive then ever. I felt like I had shattered and been made anew, I looked at him, and my caged clit throbbed and my pussy spasmed and I felt like I was staring at Apollo descended from Olympus.

But the Void inside my pussy was even hungrier than before, and is still so hungry that even now, two hours later, as I type this, I'm bouncing on a dildo in what I know is a futile attempt to soothe the void in me. My pussy is so empty it literally  hurts.

I'm even struggling to think about anything other than cock. Is there a way I can temporarily sooth the Void in my cunt, and calm my thoughts?

Because I need to get through the holidays and cannot be a cock-brained slutty submissive faggot, with family and friends around.