Questions From Readers

In the middle of figuring myself out

Im A 23 year old non white male w/who always found other white males growing up attractive in school, sometimes I stare hard, now it has gotten better

Anyways I’ve started my life during my teen/college years diving into p**n and maybe obsessed w/ p**n and while I fall more on serving and enjoying the feeling, I’m mixed.

1. I rather be on top of hierarchy, never fucked a women, or topped, I don’t feel like fully dominating but at the same time fully serving feels weird. Am I just in the middle.I often live life independently so being w/someone of doing things w/ (groups or two people) is also a bit foreign

u might not be able to give me an answer but I envy those straight hot college guys that look like they blend into life so preciously, it’s like they live life on easy mode and have no problems in life, I’m jealous

If we all could choose where we’d be in Hierarchy, we’d all choose to be Alpha. We look at Alphas and we see the blessed life they enjoy and we want that for ourselves. Who wouldn’t?

But that is not how nature works. That’s not how Hierarchy works. If there is a Top, there is a bottom. If there is a Predator, then there is prey. If there is a King, then there are slaves. 

Judging from your confused question, I’m going to guess that you’re a beta male right now. You seem to lack any experiences of any kind, so that’s where you need to start your journey of self-discovery.  

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